after school. Ranga is meeting me out the front by the bus stand,â I say.
James nods.
Iâve got no idea why I have to learn French but the next hour passes quickly and, at home time, we meet out the front, load up Jamesâ wheelchair with our bags and head off home. At first we talk about the day at school but then we run out of things to talk about and James motors on ahead. Our bags swing off the back of his chair as he bumps over the uneven paving.
When weâre nearly home, as we come around the corner at the bottom of the hill, he stops and calls back. âYouâve got a visitor.â He points towards Rangaâs house. Thereâs a car in the driveway.
Ranga stares, frowning.
âIs your dad visiting?â I say.
He shakes his head, still frowning. âDadâs still up north. He wonât have his access visit until next weekend.â
By the time weâre halfway up the hill we can see the writing on the side of the car â Department of Community Services.
âI bet itâs that social worker from school,â I say.
Ranga is freaking out. âShit!â he says. âOh shit.â Hekeeps repeating it, over and over again under his breath. Iâve got second-hand butterflies in my stomach.
Weâre walking slower now but before we get to the house, two people come out and get in the car. One is that Ms Broadacre and the other person is in jeans that look wrong on him. He should be in a suit.
Rangaâs mum is standing in the doorway watching them leave. She looks angry and sheâs been crying. Even from here, I can see her panda eyes. Ranga grabs his bag off the back of Jamesâ chair. âSee you guys,â he says. He doesnât even look at the social workers in the car as he walks up to his mum. She grabs him in her arms and hugs him, tight, like sheâd just found him after he was lost.
They both stand there watching as the social workers drive off. When the car goes around the corner at the bottom of the hill, Rangaâs mum kind of shrivels up. Ranga turns her around and steers her into the house. He gives a little low wave as he shuts the door.
âDo you wanna play my new computer game?â James says. âItâs a skateboarding one.â
I look at Rangaâs house, and then mine. Thereâs nothing much else I can do so I nod and off we go.
The skateboard game is cool, but itâs not like the real thing. Nothing is as good as the real thing.
James canât play this game that well, but he keeps trying and trying, even when his avatar gets injured almost straightaway every time. Heâs never going to get any good. He just canât work the controls properly. His hands wonât do it.
âWhyâd you get this game?â I ask. âAll your other games are puzzle ones.â
âI like skateboarding,â he says.
Then I put my foot in it. âYes, but you canât skateboard. And this game doesnât work for you either.â
As soon as the words are out of my mouth I want to take them back. I meant to point out that this game didnât suit him, because it was a reflex, handling sort of game, but I know thatâs not what James hears. Just for a second he looks like Iâve slapped him, but then he gets this determined look on his face. âI just want to do it, thatâs all.â
âBut itâs too hard,â I say. Iâm trying to explain what I meant.
âEverything is too hard,â James says. âIf I didnât just try stuff anyway, Iâd never do anything.â
I try to change the subject. âWhat do you reckon will happen to Ranga and his mum?â
âSome things you canât do anything about. Youâve justgot to keep going and see what happens.â
He looks sad and I wonder who heâs talking about: Ranga or himself.
10
Outside, the street looks just the same as it did last term but itâs not. Itâs
Kevin J. Anderson, Rebecca Moesta, June Scobee Rodgers