her a single picture ⦠I just hope he can walk the walk, too.â
Cain holds her gaze, serious suddenly.
âI donât think you have to worry. Heâs been walking the walk since he was four years old.â
âA prodigy, eh?â
He nods. âSo they said.â Standing slightly back from the exchange, T.J. weighs the words for a trace of jealousy, but his tone reveals nothing. âIâm glad to see heâs finally planning on doing something serious with all that talent.â
The words sound odd in his mouth, as if they belong to someone else. She makes a mental note to ask him about it later.
Libby looks around until she locates the small group into which Margot Tredennick has melted.
âWould you like to meet the artist? Sheâs here tonight. I know she has to leave soon, but I can give you a quick introduction.â
As they move across the space, Cain looks up at one of the giant portraits that dwarf the room. An old manâs eyes stare down at him, huge in their scale and grave in their experience. In spite of the knowing eyes, something in that face reminds him of his father and he looks away.
*
Cainâs story
âYour father would rather not talk about it, Cain. Can we change the subject?â
Can we change the subject?
I swear, just one time Iâd like to grab him around the neck and keep squeezing, just to see if sheâd keep the same tone.
âYour father would rather not be strangled, Cain. Please stop itâ¦â
âTheyâre interested in his work, Momma. In him. Do you realise what that means? Itâs one of the most influential galleries in the country and heâs managed to talk his way into ââ
âTalk is cheap.â Finally the great Abraham Eveson speaks. âIt doesnât prove anything. All that talent and heâs never made anything of it.â
And finally I explode.
âFor Christâs sake! Have you seen anything heâs produced in the past three years? Do you have a clue what heâs done with âall that talentâ? At least he isnât playing it safe, putting up with this ⦠crap!â
âCain! Your father was just saying ââ
âI know what my father was saying, Momma. I donât need a bloody translator. And I donât need to be told whatâs an acceptable topic for conversation. Not by you and certainly not by him. Chris is my brother. I should be able to mention his name without bringing the censorship board down on my neck.â
My mother places her cutlery neatly on her plate and leans forward slightly. The conciliator.
âHe hurt us deeply when he left, Cain. You have to understand. Itâs not easy for your father ââ
âNewsflash, mother. He didnât hurt you. He was defending you. Right up until you sided with him. â
I punctuate the word by jabbing the air in my fatherâs direction with my fork.
âAnd he wasnât hurt at all. He didnât give a damn. The only thing that hurt him was the fact that someone had finally called his bluff.â Suddenly my father is standing, slamming his hands down onto the table. His chair tips back on its hind legs then falls forward, coming to rest against the backs of his legs. He is rigid, staring down at me.
And I remember the impact of his belt â the burning sting and the humiliation. And Chris staring back at him, unbowed and unrepentant.
While I crawled away into a corner with my arms over my head, crying like a baby.
This time I hold his gaze and stare back at him. I stand and we face off across the table. Iâm not seven years old any more and his eyes are looking up at mine. Just a fraction, but enough. They dart away, then back. He struggles to maintain the stare, but he has weakened for once.
He knows it and he knows I know it.
âWell, maybe you should call my bluff too,â he counters, weakly. âGet out of the house and see if