cost them everything. His ability to face his job. Their marriage. Years of their lives.
Beth nodded, seeming to understand. âSheâs been asking for you, Ty. She was wondering where you were.â He detected the edge in her voice.
âI know, Beth, I know. I had to go. Someone died.â
âDid you see his family?â Jessie asked groggily.
âYes, I did see them, sweetie. I had to.â He stroked his daughterâs hair. âHe had a daughter, not much older than you. And a son. They took it pretty hardâ¦â
âGod.â Jessie closed her eyes and shook her head. âIt was so awful, Daddy.â
Beth said, â Tyâ¦â
âI know, baby, I know.â He squeezed her again. âBut itâs gonna be okay now. I promiseâ¦â
âTy. â Beth placed her hand on his arm. âCan I talk to you outsideâ¦?â
âSure. Iâll be back in a minute, honâ¦â
They stepped down the hall. Bethâs face had lines of worry in it. She asked him again, âYou alright?â
âI suppose.â He let out a long breath, finally shaking his head. âNo. When I saw her lying there, all that blood, and at first she wasnât movingâ¦â
She nodded. âI know. I guess thatâs what I want to talk to you about.â
Hauck leaned against the hospital wall. âWhat?â
âMaybe itâs not such a good idea if she comes up here again so soon. I know you were expecting Thanksgivingââ
âBethâ¦â
âShe saw someone killed, Ty. Sheâs seen that before. She came within an inch of it being her.â
âThis could have happened anywhere, Beth. This wasnât because of me.â
âNo, it couldnât have happened anywhere, Tyâ¦â Her eyes shone, both sympathetic and judging. âIt just couldnât.â
Hauck pressed his back into the ER wardâs wall. He lifted his cap and ran a hand through his short, sweaty hair. âI want her to be with Karen and her family, Beth. I need a family. This doesnât have anything to do with that.â
Beth looked up at him. âShe doesnât want to, Ty. She doesnât want to hurt you, butâ¦â
A doctor and a nurse went by. Jessie was the one thing in his life he could cling to.
Beth placed her hand on his arm. âYouâre a good dad, Ty. You really are. I know that Iâve made you feel otherwise at timesâ¦But please, hear what Iâm saying. Just for a whileâ¦â
Hauck swallowed back a final rebuttal and blew the air out of his cheeks. He nodded.
âThank you. The doctors have given the okay. Weâre goingto be heading back to Brooklyn soon. Iâm going to go check her out.â
âRight.â
The intensity of what had happened started to rise in him again. The sting in the back of his eyes, of seeing Jessie there like thatâ¦The feeling it was happening all over again and that he could do nothing about it.
âListen, Bethâ¦â
âTy, maybe you ought to call someone.â She squeezed his arm. âAngelaâ¦Or Warren?â
His sister lived outside of Boston. She had two young kids, worked full-time, and had a husband she was divorcing. His brother, Warrenâtwo years olderâhad a law office up near New Haven and was tight with a lot of the politicos up there. He was doing pretty well. They hadnât been so close since high school. Basically, they just checked in with each other once or twice a year. This didnât seem to fit the occasion.
Hauck nodded. âIâll just go in and say good-bye.â
CHAPTER TWELVE
W hen Hauck got back to the station, Sunil and Munoz were sitting in interview room one.
âI think Sunilâs got something to tell you, Lieutenant.â
The manager of the Exxon station nodded sheepishly as Hauck stepped in. âLieutenantâ¦â He drew in a fitful breath, his dark, round