minutes, I stuck my hand out, forgetting that my phone was not in its usual place next to my bed. The green numbers on my clock took forever to change.
The night lasted a lifetime.
Next morning, I dragged myself down to breakfast. I shoveled six spoonfuls of sugar onto my cereal. Mom watched me without saying a word. I ignored the phony bright conversation that Dad had going with Emerson.
She ignored me.
I had just got up from the table when Mom said, âYou can go over and pick up your phone after school. But can I trust you not to use it?â She didnât wait for an answer. âPut it in Dadâs desk. You can use the landline to let Selena and Josie know that your phone privileges are suspended. Email too.â Then, as an afterthought, she added, âAnd anyone else who needs to know.â
Phone. And email! âBut even if I canât use my cell, I can still use the landline, right? And the desktop computer?â
âWerenât you listening last night?â Mom asked. âFor homework only. Not socializing. Do I need to go over it all again?â
I stomped upstairs. I locked myself in the bathroom and scrubbed my teeth so hard, I thought my gums would bleed. I swabbed my face with the towel, slapped on some makeup and headed out of the house without saying goodbye.
At school, when I saw Cleo coming my way, I ducked into the music room.
In math, the teacher kept telling me to stop flicking my pen against the desk. In Spanish, my hand kept straying to my pocket, then coming up empty. I was glad when lunch break finally arrived.
Cleo caught up with me in the cafeteria. âWe still on for tonight?â
âTonight what?â
âI was going to hang out with you. And Emmy and Cadeâ¦â She peered at me. âWhatâs up?â
I looked into the distance, trying to blink away tears.
âYou okay?â Cleo asked.
I blew my nose. âItâs nothing. Must be my allergies.â
âAllergies?â
I squeezed the damp tissue in my fist. âNot really.â
âLetâs go in here.â Cleo hauled me into the washroom. She pulled me into the handicapped stall. âTell me everything.â
âMom and Dad confiscated my phone,â I told her. âFor a whole month.â
âI thought it was something serious. Brain cancer. One of your parents fired. Something really serious.â
âIt is serious.â
âWell, okay. I can see it, I guess. But I thought you werenât talking to your best buddies since the bust-up about the spring-break trip.â
âWe made up, actually. If you must know.â I glared at her.
âSo why have you lost your phone privileges?â
âDad says Iâm addicted.â
Cleo nodded. âHeâs been reading about it too, eh?â
Of course! It was Cleo who had thrown around the word addiction . As if I was a junkie. Or gambled away my allowance.
âSo thatâs all?â she asked. âYouâre crying because you canât use your phone for a while?â She slid down the wall until she was sitting on her bag. She leaped up again when someone banged on the door. âWhat?â she yelled. âWeâre busy in here.â
âDo you mind?â a voice called from the other side.
âWhoâs that?â she hissed. âA teacher?â
âItâs Whitney Houlden.â I opened the door, and we left the stall to let Whitney ease her wheelchair in.
âLetâs go to Timmyâs for a coffee,â said Cleo.
âItâs not just because Dad says Iâm addicted,â I told her as I followed her outside. âOr dependent or whatever.â
âWhat then?â
We dashed across the street and headed for the coffee shop. âCaden hurt himself yesterday,â I said.
âHe okay?â Cleo pulled a handful of coins from her pocket.
âHe had to have twenty-one stitches.â
âTwenty-one!â
George R. R. Martin and Gardner Dozois