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done in two minutes, shall we?” He drew his hips back and then plunged into me again, nearly lifting me off my feet. It was as if he was trying to tear me apart.
    “Touch yourself,” he commanded, and I took one hand from the shower wall and put it between my legs, rubbing right above where his body met mine. I was fully awake now. More awake than I’d been probably ever.
    “Make yourself come. I know you can. Come for me, Marisol.” It didn’t take long for the pressure between my legs to build and burn through my veins.
    “Not yet, not yet,” Fin chanted in my ear, and I brought myself higher, higher, higher…
    “Now.”
    I let myself go as Fin thrust inside me, shattering me into a million bright pieces of light.
    He pumped into me a few more times and then came, and for the first time, I realized he wasn’t wearing a condom.
    “You feel so good,” he said, sliding out of me. Some of his cum dripped down my leg.
    Still in the afterglow of the orgasm, it took me a few moments to get properly worked up about the fact that we’d just had unprotected sex.
    “You didn’t use a condom,” I said, turning around, not caring that the water was getting into my eyes. I shivered with a little aftershock, but fixed him with a glare, trying not to look at his chest and lower.
    “I … I know. I’m sorry. I wanted to feel you against me with nothing between us.”
    I shook my head. That wasn’t good enough. Keeping my eyes fixed on his face was hard when his naked body was in view and I’d wanted to see it so much.
    “You can’t do that, Fin. You can’t just make decisions about my body without my consent.” Yes, I had let him take control of our sexual exploits, but I drew the line at this.
    His hair dripped into his beautiful eyes and I told myself that I had to stay angry at him so he’d understand the seriousness of what I was talking about.
    “You don’t know if I’m on the pill, or if I’ve been tested. Did you think about that? Not to mention you didn’t ask me.” We stared at one another, deadlocked. I wouldn’t look down, I wouldn’t look down…
    He wiped his hair out of his eyes.
    “I wasn’t thinking.”
    “No, you weren’t. And I think I need to finish my shower alone, thanks.” He just nodded and left the shower, closing the door behind me and leaving a dripping trail of footprints in his wake. I didn’t watch him go. I turned my back.

 
     
     
     
     
     
    I stayed in the shower for a long time, but the hot water didn’t run out. If I wasn’t careful, I was going to be late for class, and I didn’t want that. So I got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around myself.
    My clothes were folded on top of one of the sinks, along with my hairbrush, my toothbrush, and all the other things I’d packed to get ready for the day.
    Looking around the cabinets, I found a hairdryer and plugged it in, concentrating on getting my hair dry, one bit at a time.
    Once that was done, I got dressed and did my makeup. At last I didn’t have anything else to do in the bathroom, so I had to leave. I opened the door that led to Fin’s bedroom slowly, but I didn’t need to worry. The room was empty.
    In fact, there was no evidence of Fin at all. No clothes on the floor, or towel, or Fin himself. The bed was even made.
    I left the bedroom and wandered through the rest of his apartment, all the time knowing where he’d be.
    “What are you reading?” I asked, leaning against the back of the couch and peering down at him. He lay back on the couch so if I hadn’t looked over the edge, I wouldn’t have seen him.
    He held up the book so I could read the title.
    “Lord of the Rings?”
    He nodded. “I’ve seen the movies. But I never read the books.”
    He put a bookmark between the pages and closed the book. He was fully-clothed again, and it was much easier to talk to him now.
    “So. You took your clothes off,” I said.
    “I did.”
    “That was a first.”
    His lips formed a thin line and