concerned.
âItâs justâIââ Marian shook her head. âEver since Bill died, itâs been a strain to even talk to Katherine. It takes everything I have to be civil. Katherine still insists on holding on to the fantasy that Bill was the one who quit working for Drew, that he resigned in order to start his own company. And she refuses to even acknowledge that the real reason Bill left the agency was that Drew out-and-out fired him. After it happened, things were never the same again between us, any of us.â
When Bitsy had first told Charlotte about Drewâs and Billâs relationship, Charlotte had ignored the information as simply gossip. But now it seemed as if the old lady had been right all along. It also explained Marianâs initial reaction to Katherineâs call.
âIt didnât use to be that way,â Marian continued in a sad, longing voice. âThere was a time when the three of usâBill, Drew, and Iâwere inseparable. Then, when Drew married Katherine, we grew even closerâ¦for a while. But that was a long time agoâ¦an eternity.â
Charlotte squeezed Marianâs shoulder. âI wonder, have you ever considered that maybe Katherine truly doesnât realize what really happened, that Drew fired Bill? Maybe she only knows what her husband told her,â she offered by way of explanation.
Marian simply stared at Charlotte. âOh, Iâve considered it all right. At first. I even tried to set her straight about it. But ever since Drewâs plane went down, sheâs been different. She only hears what she wants to hear, and she absolutely refuses to listen to anything negative about him. In her eyes, he was a saint.â Marian laughed, a bitter sound without humor. âBut I knew him long before he married Katherine. And I know what heâsâwhat he was capable of. Drew Bergeron was no saint by any stretch of the imagination. But, heyââ Marian suddenly brightened, albeit assuming a facade that Charlotte recognized for what it was, a cover-up for her embarrassment. âIâm sure you have better things to do than to listen to my boring past.â
Charlotte smiled gently. âAny time you need someone to talk to, my middle name is discretion.â Then, to save Marian further embarrassment, Charlotte changed the subject. âI do have to get going though, but good luck with AaronâI hope he feels better soonâand Iâll see you on Monday.â
After retrieving her purse from the kitchen, Charlotte stopped by Aaronâs room on her way out to say good-bye. But the little boy was curled up on his bed, fast asleep.
The sleep of the angels, she thought. All little children looked like angels while they slept. How many times had she stood just inside her own little boyâs bedroom and simply watched him sleep? Not enough, she decided as a heavy feeling settled in her chest. And her son was no longer a little boy but a grown man.
Unbidden, a quote from Agatha Christie popped into her mind. One doesnât recognize in oneâs life the really important momentsânot until itâs too late. No truer words had ever been spoken, Charlotte decided as the heaviness in her chest grew. If only sheâd known then what she knew now, if sheâd realized how fast the years would go by, just how soon sheâd be facing her sixtieth birthday, wouldnât she have savored those moments a lot more?
Easing out of the room, Charlotte felt a tear slide down her cheek. Maybe she would have, she thought as she slowly made her way down the hall. At least she hoped she would have.
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Outside, the afternoon sky was clouding over, giving the day a dreary cast that only seemed to deepen Charlotteâs melancholy mood. As she trudged slowly down the narrow sidewalk to the van, it was all she could do to put one foot in front of the other. The temptation to simply go home and crawl into bed was
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