slowly, âI will help to stop its spread, maâam.â
That gave her pause. She sipped her tea and nibbled a ladyfinger, and I felt the relief of her wide gray stare removed from me, only to turn and catch Marm, the dull, unhappy look in her eyes changed to a curious sort of pride.
âAnd so what is the problem?â Mrs. Browning asked. âYou know that you can work at any job you like.â
âHe expects me there at eight in the morning,â I told her.
âAh,â she said. She sniffed her tea and put it down and wiped her fingertips on her satin napkin. âYou know my rules,â she said.
Marm spoke up, surprising me. âMrs. Browning,â she said, âcanât you consider giving Prudence credit for doing such a worthy job? Surely you could overlook the rules thisone time and allow her to make up the lessons nights and weekends.â
My eyes stung salty when I felt Marm at my side once again. I told Mrs. Browning Iâd do any work she asked.
âJealousy is a large commodity at our school, you know that, Prudence. Rules are created to keep order,â Mrs. Browning said. âThe girls would not think their education was very important if I let you work instead of attending school.â
âLetâs not tell the other girls,â I suggested.
âMiss Prudence Galewski,â she said, âif you can no longer appreciate the standards of our institution, perhaps I can find another needy girl on whom I can bestow the donated funds that you currently enjoy.â
I never saw my missus so frosty before.
âDo you not own the school, Mrs. Browning?â Marm broke in. âCan you not consider for one moment the rare situation my daughter is in? For once, a man in high position has recognized a girlâs talent, and is willing to give her a chance to use it. I donât understand why you wonât help Prudence, why you canât see the opportunity being offered to her!â
âIâm afraid
you
do not see what is before you,â Mrs.Browning huffed. âThe opposite sex stands ready to take advantage of your daughter, and you are ushering her straight into such difficulty!â
âI beg your pardon!â Marm exclaimed, jumping out of her chair. âPrudence is the most important person in the world to me, and if I thought she would come to harm in any way, I would not let her work in that office. But I am proud of my daughter for her intelligence and bravery, and I am sorry you donât feel the same way. Good night to you, maâam!â
She took my wrist and we walked out. It was all so horrible.
And now Iâm not in school anymore.
I hope I have made the right decision.
October 19, 1906
T oday was my first day of work with Mr. Soper. It was disorienting for me to rise with the church bells and get ready for work instead of preparing for school. I felt confused, and didnât know what was appropriate dress for my first ride in a motor carriage as my wardrobe consists mainly of my simple black school skirts and white shirtwaists and jackets. Would I need something more professional, like a suit? I didnât know what an assistant was supposed to look or act like. I wasnât sure I would be able to meet my chiefâs expectations. Mrs. Browningâs doubts sounded in my head, but I put on my good maroon outfit with matching cape and hat and made myself walk the whole mile to work as walking always calms me.
I met Mr. Soper at the office, where he waited outside in the crisp morning air with Mr. Thompson, our round, baldingclient. They both leaned on one of those Stanley Steamers Iâve seen advertised on billboards near Tin Pan Alley. When Mr. Soper saw me, he nodded to Mr. Thompson, who went to the front of the motor carriage, opened the hood, and began to do something with the engine. I had never been so close to an actual locomobileâtheyâre always passing so rapidly on the streets,