and actually try to kill her.
She had halfway expected to hear from Mike. Perhaps Maleah hadnât contacted him; perhaps she was waiting until morning. But Lorie knew that eventually, Mike would confront her. He wasnât likely to take the situation seriously. Heâd think she concocted the whole thing in order to get his attention.
He couldnât be more wrong.
It had taken her nearly four yearsâever since Molly Birkett had died and Lorie had hoped Mike would turn to her for comfortâto accept that Mike truly hated her and would never forgive her.
Lorie gently ran her fingertips over the open book in her lapâthe Dunmore High yearbook from Mikeâs senior year. She had been a sophomore, only sixteen, and madly in love with Mike. Their first date had been for his senior prom.
She slammed the yearbook closed and dropped it to the floor beside the cream and gold damask chaise longue.
An odd idea came to mind. The corners of her mouth lifted into a sarcastic smile. The only person she could think of who might want to kill her was Mike. Of course, not literally kill her. But he would like nothing better than to make her disappear, to erase her and pretend sheâd never existed.
As she considered possible suspects from her life, past and present, she couldnât think of anyone who had ever truly hated her except Mike.
Her parents disapproved of her and were disappointed in her. Her father still wouldnât speak to her and although her mother would talk to her briefly over the phone, she refused to see her.
When she had lived in California and had been trying to break into show business, she had made a few friends and possibly a few enemies. But no one who would want to kill her, certainly not after all these years.
What about Dean?
She hadnât thought about Dean Wilson in ages. The last time she saw him was the day sheâd caught a bus home to Alabama. He had followed her to the terminal and pleaded with her not to leave him. Heâd been high as a kite. She supposed that, in a way, she had loved Dean. Heâd been good-looking and exciting and charming. But in the end, he had been her undoing. And for that, she could thank him. After all, if he hadnât gotten her a small part in one of his movies, it might have taken her longer to realize how close she had come to hitting rock bottom. That final degradation had forced her to admit the truth to herself. She had failed miserably. She might have been pretty, had a small amount of talent and a great deal of ambition, but after nearly six years of trying to get a big break, she had gone from starry-eyed beauty pageant winner to a bit player in a porno movie.
Was it possible that Dean had sent the letters? The last thing heâd said to her had been a threat.
âGo ahead and leave me, bitch. But one of these days when you least expect it, Iâll show up and make you sorry you were ever born.â
At the time, she hadnât paid much attention to his drug-induced ravings. Butâ¦What ifâ¦
Damn it, Lorie, why would Dean send you death threats now?
Chapter 3
Barbara Jean met the potential client at the front door, introduced herself as Sandersâs assistant, and showed him down the hall to Griffâs study. The door stood wide open and Sanders sat behind the antique desk, a somber expression on his face. She knew Sanders for the kind-hearted, caring man he was. She knew that he liked his tea without lemon, cream, or sugar, that he preferred to sleep on the right side of the bed, that he had a dour sense of humor and that he enjoyed classical music. His favorite color was yellow, his favorite snack was Cheetos, and his favorite season was summer. However, even now, after being this manâs lover for nearly three years, she knew very little about the mysterious past he shared with his best friend and employer, Griffin Powell, and with the alluringly beautiful Dr. Yvette Meng. And that secretive past