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her. She had beautiful hands. He remembered her hands from before.
    ‘I lived in the American desert,’ he said to the boy, ‘when I was younger. It was very hot. I once almost died in the heat out there. Look…’
    He pushed back his sleeve and showed the boy a burn on his arm. The boy seemed only mildly interested.
    Kane was about to pull his sleeve down again when the woman ( Elen , was it?) put out her hand and took a firm hold of his wrist. She pulled his arm towards her. She stared at the scar. Her face was so close to it he could feel her breath on his skin. Then she let go (just as suddenly) and focussed in on the boy once more.
    ‘America,’ Kane said, taking full possession of his arm again, drawing it into his chest, shoving the sleeve down, feeling like an angry child who’d just had his school uniform damaged in a minor playground fracas. As he spoke he noticed Beede’s book on the floor. He bent down and picked it up. He shoved it into his jacket pocket.
    ‘In a magic trick,’ the boy repeated, plaintively, ‘they would’ve had two horses.’
    ‘How old are you?’ Kane asked, glancing over towards the serving counter and noticing Anthony Shilling standing there.
    ‘Five.’
    ‘Then you’re just old enough to keep it…’ he said, showing Fleet his empty hand, forming a fist, tapping his knuckles and then opening the hand up again. The red lighter had magically reappeared in the centre of his palm. The boy gasped. Kane placed it down, carefully, on to the lacquered table, nodded a curt farewell to the chiropodist, and left it there.

TWO
    ‘I’m Beede; Daniel Beede. I’m your friend. Do you remember me, Dory?’
    Beede peered up, intently, into the tall, blond man’s face, struggling – at first – to establish any kind of a connection with him. He spoke softly (like you’d speak to a child) and he used his name carefully, as if anticipating that it might provoke some kind of violent reaction. But it didn’t.
    ‘Of course.’
    The tall, blond man blinked and then nodded. ‘Yes. Yes, of course I remember…’ He talked quietly and haltingly with a strong German accent. ‘It’s just that… uh… ’
    His eyes anxiously scanned the surrounding area (the road, the horse, the tarmac, the vehicles in the car park). ‘It’s just that I suddenly have the strangest…’
    He winced, shook his head, then gazed down, briefly, at his own two hands, as if he didn’t quite recognise them. ‘…uh… fu…fu… füh len?’
    He glanced up, quizzically.
    ‘ Fee ling,’ Beede translated.
    The German stared at him, blankly.
    ‘Feeling,’ Beede repeated.
    The German frowned. ‘No…not…it’s this…this…’ he patted his own chest, meaningfully, ‘ fuh -ling. Feee… Yes. Yes. This fee ling. This horrible, almost…’ he shuddered, ‘almost overwhelming feeling. Like a kind of…’ He swallowed. ‘A dread. A deep dread.’
    Beede nodded.
    ‘…a terrible dread.’ He moved his hands to his throat, ‘ Suffocare. Suffocating. A smothering feeling. A terrible feeling…’
    ‘You’re tired,’ Beede murmured gently, ‘and possibly a little confused, but it’ll soon pass, trust me.’
    ‘I do,’ the German nodded, ‘I do traust you.’ He paused. ‘ Trost you…’
    He blinked. ‘ Troost. ’
    ‘Trust,’ Beede repeated.
    ‘Of course…’ the German continued. ‘It’s just…’
    His darting eyes settled, momentarily, on the pony. ‘I have an awful suspicion that this feeling – this…this… uh …’
    ‘Fear,’ Beede filled in, dryly.
    ‘Yes… yes … fff …’
    The German attempted to wrangle the familiar syllable on his tongue – ‘ Ffffah…’ – but the word simply would not come. After his third unsuccessful attempt (pulling back his lips, like a frightened chimpanzee, his nostrils flaring, his eyes bulging) he scowled, closed his mouth again, paused for a second, took stock, then suddenly, and without warning, threw back his head and roared, ‘