house. He was a killer. He continued to have flashes of violent aggression. And he was filthy. His face was still coated with mud, blood, and caked-on plaster, his hair tangled in thick knots. Burn marks radiated over his skin and blackened his ratty clothes. When Sebastian had tried to wipe clean his charred face, Conrad had snapped his teeth at him so fast, Sebastian had almost lost his fingers.
Néomi should hate Conrad. So why did she find herself so drawn to this big male, with his terrifying dreams?
Because, like her, he knew the horror of being murdered? He might be reliving it even now.
Was Conrad merely a lost soul to be pitied? Or a man worthy of rescue? Néomi had never been very interested in Men Who Needed Saving. There were women enough out there for themâ
At that moment, he jerked awake, his eyes darting yet blank. Arching his body around, he opened his mouth and sank his fangs into his own arm. With his brows drawn, he sucked slowly as if for comfort.
And her heart melted. âMerde,â she whispered.
When he gave a short, ireful growl against his arm, she eased beside him on the bed. âHush, vampire,â she sighed, brushing his hair from his forehead with a telekinetic stroke. âHush, now.â He stilled, gradually releasing his bite to lie back and slumber on, as if heâd been soothed by herâ¦.
Each night until sunrise, as the brothers attempted to reach him, Néomi floated about the ceiling, listening. Though she simply enjoyed hearing the rhythms of the menâs conversations, she had also been learning much about these people.
They were from Estonia, a Baltic country bordering Russia, which explained their accents. Men from the Northlands. Theyâd been turned into vampiresâthree hundred years ago. Before then, theyâd fought in the Great Northern War against Russia as noblemen officers, though eventually theyâd wrested control of Estoniaâs floundering army. Each brother had become a warlord, leading the defense of a section of their country, under the ultimate command of Nikolai, the eldest.
At first, sheâd remained in Conradâs room because sheâd been hopeful about him seeing her. Now she stayed because she was intrigued by the crazed vampire.
His history was like an incomplete puzzle, and with each piece of it she received, the whole grew more riveting. Heâd been highborn, but ultimately had used his military experience and his vampiric strength to become an assassin. Heâd planned to kill his own brothers in retaliation for some deed she hadnât yet learned.
Heâd been alone and friendless for centuries.
His past was so different from hersâwith all the dancing and laughter and letting the good times rollâthey were poles apart.
Yet with each revelation came more questions. He was obviously a powerful man, so what could have broken his mind like this? And how could he remain in bed day after day? Did vampires have no bodily functions?
Each night theyâd brought a thermos from the new refrigerator to Conrad, and Néomi was fairly certain she knew what was in it. But exactly where did they get it? And since Conrad was refusing to drink the contents, how long would it be before he starved?
Sheâd watched him sleeping for more hours than she could countâwhy had he never once grown hard as men unwittingly did in sleep?
When dusk approached, and the brothers returned downstairs, Conradâs eyes flashed open instantly.
She crossed to the door, floating in it, so that half of her remained outside the room, and half was inside. Still she could barely hear them downstairs. But she could see Conradâs reaction and realized that he could hear them, even with the heavy door closed.
âAfter seeing him in this condition,â Sebastian said, âIâm beginning to understand why none of the Fallen have ever come back from bloodlust.â
âNo one before has had