him.â
Andrea groaned. Why did Claire keep fixating on Andreaâs huge mistake? She remembered the cookout. Brian had gotten a couple of dates out of it. With Claireâs wild friends. At the time, she hadnât thought anything of it. Now the idea of him with any of them made her blood boil. She clenched her hands into fists on the table.
âAre you really that upset about sleeping with him?â Claire asked.
âOf course I am. Iâve probably lost my best friend.â
âMaybe he wants more from you than friendship.â
Even if he did, she didnât. Couldnât. A romantic relationship between them would never work. They were in different places in their lives. âI doubt it. Iâm not Brianâs type.â
âAnd what would that be?â
She wrinkled her nose. âA woman who wants to be a stay-at-home mom. Heâs old fashioned like that. The type who likes being the provider. He wants a house and a marriage and a big family. Probably a bunch of dogs and cats, too. I donât want any of that. At least not for a while.â
âHow do you know he hasnât changed his mind?â
âPlease. Iâve known him for a long time. He doesnât change. Period. Actually, he resists it big time.â
âKind of like you?â
âNo. Worse.â And that was why she was so shocked he hadnât tried to pretend their night in bed had never happened. Usually when something bothered him and was out of his control, he acted like it didnât exist. âHe thrives on stability in every aspect of his life.â
âThereâs nothing wrong with stability.â
âNo, but heâs almost compulsive about it.â It was one of the few traits about him that bugged her. Claire didnât realize it, but Andrea wasnât the only one in need of lightening up. Brian was so stuck in his routine that he even wanted to eat at the same restaurants every week. She had to be sneaky about getting him to try new places.
âI think youâre trying to change the subject. Would it really be so bad to actually end up in a relationship with that impossibly sexy man?â
âOh, okay. I see what this is about.â Andrea shook her head. Why hadnât she known this was coming? For the past five years, Claire had been dropping little hints, trying to get Andrea to bring Brian around more often. It all made sense now. Andrea forced a smile, but inside she seethed. âDo you want him?â
Claire shrugged. Her expression turned serious for a few seconds before her playful smile was back full force. âYeah, actually I do. But I canât have him. Heâs taken.â
Not even close. âNo. Trust me, heâs not.â
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On Monday morning, an hour before he had to leave for work, Brian slammed his fist into the punching bag hard enough to make pain radiate down his arm. His knuckles hurt like a sonofabitch, but he pushed past the throbbing. Heâd been at it for the last hour, beating the shit out of the bag hanging from his basement ceiling. Any more and heâd be bleeding. If he wasnât already. Heâd thought a good workout would get Andrea off his mind, but he wasnât that lucky. She was stuck there, not going anywhere, and until he talked to her at work later that day he had a feeling there wasnât a damned thing he could do about it.
What the fuck had he been thinking?
For two days, heâd been berating himself over the situation with Andrea. The woman was his best friend, and heâd taken advantage. True, it had been her idea for him to stay, but heâd bought the wine. Suggested the dinner and practically dragged her to the restaurant with him. And then, when heâd known his control was hanging by a thread, heâd stayed at her apartment instead of being a gentleman and walking away. The whole thing was his fault. She deserved a better friend than him and he