âYouâre nothing but skin and bones.â
At first, Jesse resented the comment, but as soon as he tore off a piece of the roll and put it in his mouth, any annoyance melted away. âHoney rolls,â she whispered to him. âSecret recipe, you know.â
Right then, Jesse decided that Ira and Telemachus were on their side. No one would let their enemies eat these rolls. They would keep them all for themselves.
Parvel nodded politely and took a roll. âI take it, Ira, your Patrol uniform isnât a costume?â
âOf course not,â Ira said, beaming at his own cleverness. âAfter I dyed my hair and grew this beard, I joined up.â
âHow could you do that?â Rae demanded, looking at him with disgust. âAfter what you know about the king?â
Ira shrugged. He tore off half of a roll and stuffed it into his mouth, talking through the crumbs. âI can do my work with a clear conscience. Patrol members are supposed to uphold order and make sure justice is done.â
Rae laughed bitterly. She hadnât touched her roll. âNot from what Iâve seen.â
âAll the more reason to have one who does,â Ira said, letting her harsh words go. âBesides, you must admit itâs an excellent disguise. Iâve never had my identity challenged in the whole of these fifteen years.â
âNor I in five years,â Telemachus added.
âFive years,â Parvel repeated, his face suddenly animated. The roll in his hand was forgotten. âThen you were part of the same Guard as my brother.â
âI knew you looked familiar,â Telemachus said, studying Parvel carefully. âLighter hair, rounder face, that sort of thing, but the resemblance is there. Yes, I knew your brotherâonly by sight, of course. There were one hundred of us, and he was not part of my squad. I canât quite recall what his mission was.â
âWhat happened to him?â Parvel pressed. Jesse had never seen him so focused.
âAsk Chancellor Doran,â Willa grumbled, setting the plate of rolls on the table with a thunk. âIf you ask me, the Guard is unlucky that heâs the one keeping their records. Very unlucky indeed.â
They all stared at her. âExplain,â Silas said, saying what they were all thinking.
Instead, she turned to her husband. âIra?â
âNot again,â Telemachus moaned. âIra, I beg you, do not fill their ears with baseless tales.â
âYou let them decide for themselves, Telemachus,â Ira snapped. He rolled his eyes. âBaseless indeed. Working on the Patrol so close to the capitol, I hear rumors, and I listen for anything related to the Youth Guard.â
âItâs called the Forbidden Book,â Telemachus interrupted, leaning toward the center of the table and making his voice melodramatic. âNo one knows where itâs kept, you understand. Itâs all very secretive.â
âBut what is it?â Rae asked impatiently.
âA record,â Ira said. Unlike Telemachus, he was perfectly serious. âWith the names, missions, and fates of every Youth Guard member ever sent out.â
âPoor dears,â Willa added.
For a moment, Jesse almost stopped breathing. He could hardly imagine such a book. Hundreds of names, so many have diedâ¦. He pictured the last several pages, where Silas, Rae, and Parvelâs names would be written. And Eliâs.
All during his journeys, Jesse had wondered what had happened to Eli. If we could see the book somehow, I could know for sure .
âRumor is that Chancellor Doran, the governorâs right hand man, keeps the book as his service to the king,â Ira said. âThis is all hearsay, you understand, pieced together from fragments of rumors and the like.â
âYes, and the book is cursed,â Telemachus added, âso they say. And I say that the entire thing is legend.â
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