friend’s
boat to America. I will play baseball and earn
much money and we will live the good life in America.
That is his dream.”
“I seeea”…sd Hector Sedano, and leaned back
against the fence. “Is it yours?”
“I haven’t told anyone elseea”…Ocho said,
meaning the family.
“Are you going to tell
Mimal”
“Not on her birthday. I thought maybe you could tell
her, after we get to America.”
“Estd loco,
Ocho. This boat… you could all drown.
Hundredsthousands of people have drowned out there. The sea
swallows them. They leave here and are never heard from
again.”
Ocho studied his toes.
“If they catch you, the Americans will send you
back. They don’t want boat people.”
“Diego Coca says that”
“Damn Diego Coca! The Cuban
Navy will probably catch you before you get out of
sight of
Mima’s
house. Pray that they do, that you don’t die out there in
the Gulf Stream. And if you are lucky enough
to survive the trip to Florida, the Americans will
arrest you, put you in a camp at Guantanamo
Bay. Even if you get back to Cuba, the
government won’t let you play baseball again.
You’ll spend your life in the fields chopping
cane. Think about
thatl”
Ocho sat silently, listening to the insects.
“Did you give Diego Coca money”…”…Hector
asked.
“Yes.”
“Want to tell me how much?”
“No.”
“You’re financing his dream, Ocho.”
“At least he’s got one.”
“What’s that mean?”
“It means what I said. At least Diego Coca
has a dream. He doesn’t want to sit rotting
on this goddamned island while life passes him
by. He doesn’t want that for his daughter
or her kid.”
“He doesn’t want that for himself.”
Ocho threw up his hands.
Hector pressed on, relentlessly. “Diego
Coca should get on that boat and follow his dream,
if that is his dream. You and Dora should get married.
Announce the wedding tomorrow at
Mima’s
party^the people are your flesh and blood. Cuba is your
country, your heritage. You owe these people and this country
all that you are, all that you will ever be.”
“Cuba is
your
dream, Hector.”
“And what is yours? I ask you a second time.”
Ocho shook his head like a mighty bull. “I do not
wish to spend my life plotting against the government,
making speeches, waiting to be arrested, dreaming of a
Utopia that will never be. That is life wasted.”
Hector thought before he answered. “What you say is
true. Yet until things change in Cuba it is
impossible to dream other dreams.”
Ocho Sedano got to his feet. He was a tall,
lanky young man with long, ropy muscles.
“Just wanted you to knowea”…he said.
“A man must have a dream that is larger than he is
or life has little meaning.”
“Didn’t figure you would think it was a good idea.”
“I don’t.”
“Or else you would have gone yourself.”
“Ocho, I ask you a personal favor. Wait
two weeks. Don’t go for two weeks. See how
the world looks in two weeks before you get on that
boat.”
Hector could see the pain etched on Ocho’s
face. The younger man looked him straight in the
eye.
“The boat won’t wait.”
“I ask this as your brother, who has never asked you
for anything. I ask you for
Mima,
who cherishes you, and for Papa, who watches you from
heaven. Have the grace to say yes to my request.
Two weeks.”
“The boat won’t wait, Hector. Diego
wants this. Dora wants this. I have no choice.”
With that Ocho turned and leaped lightly from bench to bench
until he got to the field. He walked across the
dark, deserted diamond and disappeared into the home
team’s dugout.
Although he was born in Cuba, El Gate’s
parents took him to Miami when he was a toddler,
before the Cuban revo* lution. He had
absolutely no memory of Cuba. In fact,
he thought of himself as an American. English was the
language he knew best, the language he thought
in. He had learned Spanish at home as