torture,â Kirsty replied. âEvery word another drop on my forehead.â
They stood quietly for a moment. Jonathan didnât know what else to say to the girl. He was full-on nervous, and the chilled anxiety in his stomach was making him uncomfortable. Maybe he should just say good-bye.
âItâs strange so many people are out,â Kirsty said.
âStrange?â he asked, grateful sheâd broken the silence.
âAfter Mr. Weaver. I figured most people wouldstay home for a while.â
âI didnât even think about that. You donât seem too worried. I mean, youâre out.â
âI shouldnât be,â she said. âBut since Dad left, Momâs been really needy. I figured once we moved, sheâd lighten up, but that didnât really happen.â
âSorry to hear about your dad,â Jonathan said. The words felt awkward on his tongue. He didnât know Kirsty at all, so his condolence felt insincere. Fortunately she didnât seem to notice.
âThanks,â Kirsty said. âThatâs nice of you.â
âWhen did he leave?â
âAbout a year ago. A lot of drama.â
âThat blows. Do you still see him?â
Kirsty didnât answer immediately. She looked up at the ceiling covering the walkway, stared at it as if searching for the answer there. âNot much,â she said, finally. âLike I said, a lot of drama.â
Another uncomfortable silence fell over them. Jonathan was about to say âthat blowsâ again, but knew it would sound lame. Instead, he decided to change the subject because it didnât seem like either of them wanted to discuss Kirstyâs father any more.
âHow do you like it here?â he asked.
Kirstyâs response surprised him because she didnât answer his question. Instead, she said, âDo you want to walk? Iâm getting kind of cold just standing here.â
âI guess,â Jonathan said. âWhere do you want to go?â
âWould you mind walking me home?â Kirsty said. âItâs not far.â
âSure,â Jonathan said. It wasnât like he had anything better to do.
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Kirsty lived in the Briar Gate development, which was half a mile down Horace Road, the street running parallel to Crossroads Boulevard on the other side of the mall. As they walked, Jonathan found himself unable to relax around Kirsty. Yeah, she was nice, and she was even kind of interesting, but she also seemed distant, sort of cold. Jonathan understood. It wasnât exactly like he was Mr. Personality tonight either. They were simply two school outcasts who bumped into each other and decided to take a walk.
âSo, do you miss your friends?â
âDidnât really have friends,â Kirsty said. âMy dadscared people off. Heâd get up in their faces and drill them like an army sergeant. He was totally paranoid. It freaked people out. I learned pretty young to keep other kids away from the house. And since he was really strict, I didnât get to spend much time away from home, except to go to school andâ¦â
âAnd?â Jonathan asked.
âChurch,â Kirsty whispered, as if embarrassed. âMy folks were both hyper about the church back in Spokane. My mom has totally lightened up about it now, butâ¦Ugh! It sucked. What about you?â
âWe donât go to church,â he said. In fact, heâd probably only been in a church five or six times in his entire life. He attended two Sunday-school classes when he was like six years old, and after that it was just weddings.
âWhat about friends? I donât see you hanging out with anyone at school.â
âMy best friendâ¦â Only friend . ââ¦goes to Melling.â And he thinks youâre hot , Jonathan added to himself.
Jeez, what would David say if he found out he was walking Kirsty home? David had played ittotally cool at