notices.
“That’s one thing I don’t do, Diesel ,” she insists. “I don’t play games. I see something I want, I take it. I’m calling dibs on this.” She tries to reach for my dick under the table, but I grab her wrist. I have no doubt that she is used to getting her way. She’s gorgeous, has a banging body, and a bank account with several trailing zeros and comas. None of that shit matters to me, though. I arch an eyebrow at her. She has no idea.
“Only one problem with that logic, doll,” I tsk. “This is my dick and I say who can have a taste. I say who and I sure as fuck say when,” I inform her. I shake my head because she fucked any chance of having me tonight. Her assumptions have earned her a lesson that I’m oh so willing to teach. The waiters bring out the food and I realize that everyone has ordered except us. I waved the guy off the first time the he made rounds, but I thought he would be back. Oh well. I’d rather eat left over chicken breast from last night.
“You don’t mean that, Diesel,” Ivy retorts.
“It was nice meeting you, Ivy. I look forward to rocking this tour with you guys.” I’ll just have to show her how serious I am. I give her the same wink she gave me earlier and her mouth drops. Perfect. Let that sink in. I rise from my chair and round the table to meet Miles, Mitch, and Jack. We exchange a few words before I tell them all I’m heading back to the bus. Lourdes can’t even look at me. She probably thinks Ivy is on the way out with me. I will give Ivy what she wants if she tones that alpha female shit down. My dominant nature is itching to make her submit. Thing is, she is so far from being a submissive, it’s comical. That’s the beauty of it. Ivy meet my alpha. Say hello to your match. You’ve never come across a man like me. I’m immune to your charms and wicked ass sex appeal. This alter ego of mine is the one that is in full control. I just need to make sure he stays present. I need to get him reacquainted with Lourdes too. Not to make her submit, but to move past my desire for her. My dominant side demands respect, rewards the worthy, and above all, avoids fucking becoming attached.
I see Ivy hasn’t moved from her seat. She’s smirking with her arms folded. Checkmate.
“ Night, everyone. See you in the morning.” I get the hell out of the restaurant and don’t look back. The bus is parked across the street in a paid lot. It’s plain black so nobody has any idea it’s a tour bus or who’s inside.
Having the bus so close, I could have easily brought Ivy over and made use of that bed back there. Her loss. I heat up what’s left of the chicken from last night and throw together another salad. I need to prep my shit before things get too hectic. Desiree calls me just as I sit down to eat to let me know that we have a photo shoot in the morning before rehearsal. The shoot is for a possible single CD cover, as well as some promo to push the word we’re touring with Reckless Ambition.
I finish the call and resume eating my food before it gets cold. I watch the door for a bit before heading to take a shower. I half expected Ivy to follow. Then again, she was rejected. She isn’t going to make it easy for me now. She wants me to regret my decision and pursue her. Her smirk was so telling. I will make sure I have a few bitches visit my dressing room tomorrow night as an appetizer. I have the stamina to pleasure a plethora of pussy. If she thinks I’ll cave and play her boy toy for the length of this tour, she’ll be waiting.
I’m sure Desiree wouldn’t approve. She issued a warning, but I know what the fuck our contract says. If I decide to give Ivy this dick and she gets salty after it’s over, she can’t back out of our legally binding business agreement. I’m not a follow the rules or do as you’re told kind of guy. I know the reality and consequences of my actions. I do what the fuck I want. I don’t consider fucking Ivy shitting where I