against metal. âHe donât much care for school.â
Only then, in the warmth of that spacious kitchen, with snow drifting past the windows, did Susannah recall her first impression of Jasperâthat he was three or four years of age. Surely he was too young for school.
âHow old is Jasper?â she asked.
âSix,â Maisie answered. Her gaze was discerning, though she was obviously a woman of simple meansand background. âHeâs a bit small for his age. Smart, though. Smart as a whip.â
Susannah smiled and nodded. âHave you any other children, Maisie?â
Maisieâs strong, plain features teetered on the brink of something, then assembled themselves into a stalwart expression. âNope. No husband, neither. Itâs just me and my Jasper.â
Susannah devoutly hoped Maisie wasnât feeling defensive; it was nothing new for a woman to be left alone with a child. âHow long have you worked for Mr. Fairgrieve?â
âNigh onto a year,â Maisie said, spooning dried tea leaves into a crockery pot while the kettle chortled on the range. âMy man done got himself sent off to prison, over yonder in Montana somewheres, and me and Jasper wound up here in Seattle after knockinâ around this way and that for a spell. The mister hired me to do for his new wife.â She assessed Susannah. âWhat about you? You ever been married?â
Susannah had always kept her hopes and dreams to herself, for all were fragile as butterfly wings, not to be shared with the other students at St. Maryâs, with the nuns, or with Mrs. Butterfield, her crotchety employer. Somehow, though, in the presence of this unassuming woman, it was easier to let down her guard. âNo,â she said, shaking her head. âIâve never had a husband, or a child.â
âAre you planninâ to stay on here?â Maisie asked, meeting Susannahâs gaze squarely in the snow-dampened morning light. The fire made the room warm, fogged the windows with steam. âThat baby needs you. Mr. Fairgrieve, he cares for the child right enough, whatever heâd like folks to think, but heâs a man, and they donât know chicken scratch about raisinâ up a little one.â
Susannah spoke moderately. âI came to Seattle to look after Juliaâs baby, and I mean to stay.â
âAnd the mister?â
âWhat about him?â Susannah retorted, wary.
âHeâs a good man, miss. He can look after himself out there in the world, and betterân most, Iâd say, but when he comes back here, he needs to have somebody waitinâ for him. He didnât build this here house just for himself, you know. I reckon he was powerful lonesome. And the reason thereâs lots of bedrooms is because he hopes to have lots of babies to fill them up.â
Susannah hoped the hot blush rising around her cheekbones wasnât visible on the outside. âIâm sure there are many women who would marry such an attractiveâsuch a prosperous man,â she said stiffly.
âNot out here there ainât,â Maisie countered. âOh, thereâs the tawdry ones, down on Water Street and thereaboutsâhe donât hold with such as them, but they say heâs got himself a fancy lady down at the Pacific Hotel. Thing is, a mistress ainât the same thing as a wife. Ainât the same thing at all.â
It nettled Susannah mightilyâfor poor Juliaâs sake, of courseâto think of Aubrey Fairgrieve keeping such a woman. Why was Maisie telling her all this? âPerhaps he is the sort who expects to have both,â she said uncharitably. âWife and mistress, I mean.â
But Maisie laughed, rattling stove lids again. âHeâs the sort that wants a woman, all right. Thatâs normal, ainât it? But he never strayed from his promises until Mrs. Fairgrieve turned him out of her bed.â
Susannah could