had passed; that the night in the castle had been weeks out here, and it almost made him run in panic, but the rucksack was too heavy and he had to stop, breathless. Stupid. Calm down. And the lane was different. He hadnât remembered any turnings last night but they were here now, and around the next bend the lane divided into two, with no signposts, the fields silent but for a few cows that chewed and watched him. Far off, a flock of rooks rose noisily from some trees. Cal chose the left-hand lane, and walked on, soaked and hopeless.
Until he heard the car. It was a long way back but it was coming up fast behind him, and he turned quickly, waiting. A Range Rover. Smart. He flagged it down. A middle-aged man put his head out of the window dubiously.
âIâm looking for the station,â Cal said quickly, trying not to seem so wet.
âStation?â
âRailway station. Corbenic.â
âNever heard of it.â The man pulled his head in and spoke to his wife. A small Yorkshire terrier yipped in the back.
âThereâs a station at Ludlow.â The man looked him up and down; Cal felt hot with humiliation. âWeâre going near it. Would you like a lift?â
âThanks!â
The car was gloriously warm, and smelled of leather and cigarettes. The dog sniffed him once and then jumped down, scrambling into the front on the womanâs lap. Her manicured fingers caressed its silky hair. âTerrible weather,â she said.
âYes . . .â Cal watched the rain run from his soaked trousers and darken the seat; he moved his coat to cover it. âI think I must have gotten lost.â
âCome far?â
âFrom the Castle Hotel.â He said it deliberately, knowing only too well that the man would answer as he did.
âDonât know it.â He changed gear. âWhat was that place again?â
âCorbenic.â
âWeâve lived here for three years and I donât think Iâve even heard the name before.â The woman turned and smiled over her shoulder pleasantly. Then the smile froze to a sickly rigidity. She had seen the sword. Cal swore silently. It was jutting out from the rucksack, the blade bright in the watery daylight. She turned back to the front quickly, then flashed a terrified glance at him in the mirror. Cal stared grimly out of the window. Maybe he should say something. Explain. Lie. The woman nudged her husband. Now he kept looking up in the mirror. The car veered. It was going too fast.
Suddenly Cal couldnât care less what sort of weirdo they thought he was. He leaned back and pulled the wet coat around him, brooding, glad heâd scared them. Why did he always have to be worried about what people thought of him? Why was he always so anxious?
They came to a crossing; the red light stopped them. The driverâs gloved fingers tapped feverishly on the padded wheel. âGot far to go then?â His voice was false with cheeriness.
âChepstow.â
âNice place.â They were terrified of him. He smiled coldly. The man put his foot down and drove, before the lights changed. Right, left, through some streets of small black and white houses. Then he pulled up jerkily. âThis is it.â
Cal opened the door, got out, and heaved the rucksack after him. In the mirrors their scared eyes watched. He couldnât stand it. It was stupid but it mattered to him. He put his hand on the sword hilt and grinned foolishly. âHistorical stuff. Sort of a hobby, really.â
The Yorkie barked.
âRight,â the driver said. Relief was all over him like sweat. âGot you.â Then the door slammed, and the Range Rover roared away.
On the tarmac, despising himself, Cal looked down at the blade, then whipped his jacket off viciously and wrapped the thing in it, tight. The sharp edge took a tiny treacherous slice out of his finger; blood splashed in sudden drops on his shirt. Furious, he shoved