assisted with serving coffees and teas. After Aiden was born, I had hired a part-time evening manager to run the store and allow me more time with my family. Terrence Miller, a business major, was a godsend. He usually relieved me by seven.
The phone rang and I rose from my knees and walked up to the desk just as Karen was saying good-bye to a customer with two little children. I grabbed the phone before whoever was on the other line hung up.
âBook Ends, how may I help you?â
âNikki Truth, please.â
My brow bunched because I knew that voice. âThis is Nikki.â
âHey, Nikki . . . this is Ann. I hate to bother you, but weâre about to close and Aiden still hasnât been picked up.â
âWhat?â I glanced over at the clock on the wall. It was almost six. Where the hell was Donovan? âAnn, Iâm so sorry. Let me see if I can reach my husband. Otherwise, Iâm on my way to get him.â
âOkay, ummm . . .â She paused and I didnât miss the hesitation. âIâve been meaning to talk to you. I know this isnât any of my business, but yesterday when your husband came by to pick up Aiden, I smelled liquor on his breath.â
I didnât even respond because in all honesty I didnât know what to say. I knew Donovan had been drinking more than normal, but I hadnât realized he was starting so early.
âReally?â I said, then gasped for dramatic effect. âThanks for telling me. Iâm on my way.â I hung up because I just didnât want to hear anything else about my husband or his behavior. I was confident it was nothing he and I couldnât work out ourselves.
âKaren, I need to go and pick up Aiden from daycare. As soon as Dominique comes in to relieve you, could you please set up the mic before you go?â Dominique was my part-time cashier.
She looked at me and nodded. Hell, it wasnât like it was the first time sheâd had to cover the store while I jetted off. âSure, no problem. Is something wrong?â
We had been working together long enough that I guess she could tell when something wasnât right with me. But I just couldnât bring myself to tell anyone yet what was going on in my house. Big Mama had always said keep your problems between you and your husband. It was times like this I missed her so much. She had been the only person I had ever been able to talk to. Sure, I had a mother, but she and I had never been close like me and my grandmother, who had passed away over three years ago.
I shook my head. âNo, everythingâs fine. I guess Donovan forgot heâs supposed to pick up Aiden.â I couldnât even look at her as I spoke, because it was all a lie. Lying was something I had been doing a lot of lately. I moved back to my office, grabbed my purse, and as I headed to my car I called Donovan on his cell phone and got no answer.
An hour later, I carried a sleepy Aiden into the house and up to his room. He was such a good little boy and beautiful, too, with dark mahogany skin like me and dimples that could melt a ladyâs heart. I slipped him under the covers and kissed his cheek, then went in search of my husband. I found him in our bed, asleep.
âDonovan!â I called out to him. When I got no answer, I leaned over the bed and tapped him on the shoulder. The second I made contact, his eyelids flew open and he jumped up, screamed, and rolled out of the bed onto the floor. He scared me so bad, I jerked back and bumped my head on the wall. âDammit!â
He was in such a panic it took Donovan a few seconds before he remembered where he was. âWhy the hell you sneak up on me?â he shouted.
I was rubbing the back of my head. Damn, that hurt. âI didnât sneak up on you. I called your name.â
He kicked away the sheet that was tangled around his legs. âThen you should have called louder.â Donovan then rose and