climbing up to the platform just before the tallest slide on the playground. She followed without thought, handing him the paper sack as she crab-walked the last few feet to sit beside him. Both scooted until their legs dangled down below, as they had when theyâd been children. He handed her the first burrito of her order while he got started on his own food.
âWhy are you being so nice?â she wondered out loud, taking a bite.
âWhatâs nice about this?â
Neither looked at each other, preferring to stare off in the same direction instead.
âYou went to Taco Bell, when you hate it. Your insults are weak at best. And youâre sitting here quietly, not commenting on how bad the food sucks or how Iâll get fat if I keep eating like this.â
He spared her a baleful side glance. âHasnât seemed to make you fat yet. Guess I was wrong about that one.â
That was definitely not a compliment. Not from Josh Leeman.
âMaybe Iâm keeping you off balance,â he said.
âNo.â She swallowed another bite, then held out a hand for her next item, swapping the taco he gave her for the crumpled wrapper of the devoured burrito. âReally. Whatâs going on?â
He swung his legs a little harder than he had been. âYouâve got hard times ahead. I donât need to make it any harder than it will be. I like Herb. I hate what heâs going through. You and I might not be friends, but weâre not exactly enemies.â
It had certainly felt like they were enemies in elementary school. âRemember when you tripped me while I was playing tag on the pavement, right over there?â She pointed to the area where two basketball hoops faced each other. The pavement had long since cracked and crumbled, with grass sprouting up in tufts.
âAccident,â he said blandly.
âWas not! I had to get three stitches in my lip.â She bared her teeth at him, showing off the thin scar she knew was still there on the underside of her bottom lip.
âHow about when you stepped on my hand while I was climbing the rock wall?â he shot back.
âAccident.â
âBullshit. I couldnât play Pop Warner for two weeks after that.â
Carri smiled, thinking of the satisfaction sheâd felt. Sheâd done it after hearing from Susan, whoâd heard it from Thomas, whoâd listened in while Josh told Greg S. that he wouldnât have kissed Carri if she were the last human being on the planet and his only other option was a platypus.
Carri had liked Greg S. at the time. And was pretty positive that the
Iâd rather have the platypus
comment had sent him running.
âFor not being enemies, we made each other pretty miserable as kids.â
âAs kids?â he scoffed. âWeâre still doing it. Miserable is a stretch, though. Iâd say it was more pleasantly uncomfortable, at best.â He was quiet for a moment, then softly added, âMy most vivid memories have you in there somewhere.â
Her heart skipped a little. Casually looking at him when she reached for another soft taco, she took in his face for a moment while he was distracted. His hair was shorter now than the last time sheâd seen him. Nearly buzzed, though it suited his face. His baby-blue eyes with their thick fringe of lashesâheâd despised them as a childâmade an appealing package . . . if she were being impartial about the whole thing. And heâd definitely filled out, even from where heâd been in college, which had been pretty fit. Being the second-string quarterback still meant he had to be on top of his fitness, apparently. No slagging off, even if heâd never have the upper hand against a god like Trey Owens.
âMaybe the bad memories.â
âNot all. Like when the football team won state my junior year. I looked up in those stands . . .â He paused, his voice a little