practically pulling me out. There was nothing but woods on either side of the road here, but I protested anyway.
âYou canât just fire guns off anywhere,â I said.
âThis isnât a âgun,ââ he said. âItâs a rifle. Guns are artillery.â
âWell, whatever it is. You could hit somebody.â
âNaw. This ainât the city. These here woods goes back for a mile or more before you find anybody living in them. Come on, you donât want to be like Cale, do you?â
âCale? He didnât have any trouble firing a gun, er, a rifle.â
âTrouble was, he was just a pussy who was never raised with weapons, so he went crazy once he started.â
We had started walking into the woods. I was interested, to tell the truth. âHow did he get started?â I asked.
North gave me a look. âNobody knows,â he said. âYou trying to find out?â
âJust curious,â I said.
âYou remember what curiosity did to the cat,â he told me.
He was holding the gun, so I didnât argue.
We stopped. He pointed toward something. âSee that tree?â he said.
âI see lots of trees.â
âThe birch, with the white bark.â
âOK, I see it.â
He handed me the rifle. I held it awkwardly, and he showed me the right way. âThis thingâs the trigger,â he said with a grin.
âI figured that much,â I said.
âNow raise it to your eye, align the sights and aim it at the birch.â
I did. It was harder to pull the trigger than I thought.
âJust squeeze until it fires,â he advised me.
I did and when the gun went off, it was loud. Louder than I expected. Not like TV cop show loud.
âNow youâre a man,â North said. âExcept you missed the tree.â He laughed.
âHow can you tell?â I asked.
He just shook his head. âGive it another try,â he said.
I raised the gun again and tried to aim more carefully. I realized that I wasnât holding the barrel steady. North saw it too. He reached over and moved my hand farther down the barrel. That solved the problem. I fired again. Still loud.
He nodded. âGot it that time,â he said. Even though I hadnât seen either time whether I had hit the tree or not, I felt a sense of pride, and was angry at myself for it.
âIâll take you hunting sometime after the leaves fall,â he said. I liked hearing that too, even though I promised myself I wouldnât go.
chapter seven
I FINISHED THE ARTICLE over the weekend, just as Terry had demanded. I put a little bit about Cale in it too, even though I hadnât learned much about him. I knew I couldnât write that heâd asked one of the dead girls for sex. It wasnât necessary, because everybody seemed to know that anyway.
Didnât matter. Terry took everything about Cale out of the article. When I saw it and asked why, she said, âMs. King doesnât want anything about him in the paper. Itâs a memorial issue, anyway, and it wouldnât be respectful to the others.â
âIf itâs a memorial issueâ¦â I started to say.
Terry raised her hand and stopped me. âI know, I know,â she said. âBut itâs not a memorial to him. He was the killer.â
âBut nobody knows why he did it.â
âNot our job to find out.â
âWeâre the editors of the school newspaper,â I said. I was aware, of course, that she was the editor-in-chief and I was only the lowly managing editor.
âOld news, Paul. You heard what Dr. Haynes said. Weâre moving on.â
âHe said weâre going to respond to new challenges.â
She gave me an exasperated look. âAnd a kid who died nearly a year ago isnât a new challenge.â
I let her win the argument. I went back to my locker to get some books, and rubbed my hand on the underside of the top shelf.
A Family For Carter Jones
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