grinning teenage faces, Tripâs stood out for its dark seriousness.
âWhat made you think of him? You donât see any of your old high school friends.â
âAll-class reunion coming up. Anniversary of the founding of the school.â
âYouâre going without me, I hope.â
âWithout you,â she said. âBut I would have remembered Trip regardless. Hard to forget. He asked me to the homecoming dance one year.â
âDidnât know your standards were so low.â
âFunny.â She elbowed him in the ribs. âDidnât go with him. Didnât go at all that year.â She stopped paging for a minute and stared straight ahead. Remembering. âThe guy I should have gone with . . . Denny . . . we had a fight. Made up after homecoming. Were planning on prom. He died that winter. With three other boys. Car accident. Theyâd been drinking. Roads were slick. Went off a curve and into a lake.â She turned to the first page of the yearbook and showed Jack the dedication. A photo of four boys in letter jackets. Grinning. Arms thrown around each otherâs shoulders. Below that, lines from Longfellow:
We see but dimly through the mists and vapors;
Amid these earthly damps
What seem to us but sad, funereal tapers
May be heavenâs distant lamps.
Jack: âFour kids. Big loss, especially for a small school.â
âHorrible. Iâll always regret missing that homecoming dance with Denny.â
âWhat was the fight about?â
âDenny and his buddies beat up Sweet because he asked me out.â
âSweet?â
âTripâs nickname. One of the nicer ones. Another was Motorhead. Trippy. Freak.â
âNice school you went to.â
âSmall schools donât have a lot of choices when it comes to cliques. If you donât fit into one of a handful of groups, then you donât fit in at all. Sweet was one of those kids who fell between the cracks. His creepy personality didnât help him out. Check out what he wrote in my yearbook.â She turned to the last page and pointed to a neatly printed message in the upper right corner:
What goes around comes around, beautiful. Sweet Justice.
Jackâs eyes widened. âDamn.â
âYeah. Iâm sure he blamed me for the beating. I never had the courage to talk to him again, tell him it wasnât my doing.â
âMaybe the reunion.â
âI donât think Sweetâs one of those sentimental alums who misses the old gang.â
âWhat was your nickname?â
She turned to the section of the book with individual student photos and pointed to a line under hers: âA.k.a. Camel Rider, Potato Head and Betty.â
âI get the first two. Whatâs with Betty?â
âPrivate joke between me and Denny. He was a closet Flintstones fan. Heâd shut the door to his bedroom after school and watch. He told me I was his Betty. I gave him a Flintstones coffee mug. He kept it in his car. Filled it with change. I know it sounds stupid, but I wanted it back when they recovered his car. It was gone. Probably sitting at the bottom of the lake.â She closed the yearbook and set it on her nightstand.
Jack shut off the television and handed her the remote. âPut this away, too. Bedrooms should be reserved for screwing and sleeping.â
âIn that order?â She threw the remote on her nightstand.
âBet your ass in that order.â
âTalkâs cheap, baby.â She slid down so she was flat on her back. He reached over and shut off the bedside lamp.He peeled off his boxers and leaned over her and pulled her tee shirt over her head. Jack crawled on top of her. She loved the weight and warmth of him; it was like being buried in sand at the beach. Hot and heavy and wet.
A passing barge pushed waves against the boat, but they didnât notice. The rocking seemed part of the rhythm of their
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