do.â
âBut no school,â she reminded, making sure.
âNot tomorrow,â Sarah agreed. âHowever, if you want to talk to your dad before he goes to work, we have to call early.â
âItâs three hours later in Savannah,â Gracie intoned before Sarah could say the same.
Sarah nodded. âRight.â
âOkay.â Gracie plumped her pillow, then settled back and closed her eyes. Sarah edged her own sleeping bag closer to the old couch and propped her back against the cushions to stare at the fire. The house seemed to close in on her, good memories and bad. Goose bumps rose on the back of her arms, and the shadows in the corners of the room, those spots that werenât illuminated by the fire, reminded her of her own fears as a child. There was that âincidentâ on the widowâs walk, one that was still locked in a forbidden part of her memory and one she wouldnât dwell on, at least not this night.
Shifting to view both her daughters as they slept, she chided herself for not being honest with Grace. She should have admitted that she too had seen what could only be described as a ghost on those very stairs, that for years sheâd thought sheâd been going out of her mind, taunted by the rest of her family for what theyâd decided were nothing more than âbad dreamsâ or âsilly fantasies.â The worst remark had been a stage whisper made by her own mother. Arlene had confided to Dee Linn that she believed Sarah was only making up stories to draw attention to herself. âThatâs what she does, you know. And the sad part is that it works on your father.â The stage whisper had been uttered just loud enough for Sarah to hear it. Unfortunately, the accusation had hit its mark, and Sarah had learned to never again speak of what sheâd seen. Just as Arlene had intended.
Sarah only prayed she didnât make the same mistakes with her own children. Every once in a while sheâd hear Arleneâs words spewing forth from her own lips, and it made her cringe inside.
You are not like her. You know it, And youâll find a way to come clean with your daughters, You will, But only when the time is right . . .
She grimaced.
She was more like Arlene than she wanted to believe.
C HAPTER 3
F ortunately, Gracie slept through the rest of the night, and even Sarah finally dozed off around two. Sheâd awoken to the sound of her cell phone vibrating its way across the floor and, seeing that the caller was Evan Tolliver, hadnât answered.
Evan was one of the reasons sheâd left Vancouver.
A big reason.
Heâd been her boss and had been pressuring her to go out with him. She had. And regretted it. Almost from the get-go heâd wanted to, as heâd put it, âtake our relationship to the next level.â Sarah had pointed out they didnât have a relationship and there were no more levels, but heâd never really taken the hint, and her hours in the offices of Tolliver Construction had become uncomfortable, to say the least. As the son and groomed heir of the company, Evan had thought sheâd find him irresistible. Heâd been wrong. But so had she. Going out with him the first time had been a mistake, and sheâd stupidly compounded the error by accepting another dinner invitation.
On the third date, when heâd brought up marriage, heâd winked suggestively and said he wanted to âtie her down.â There had been something half serious in the twinkle in his eyes, and sheâd told him right then and there that it wasnât going to work. Sheâd said flat out that she didnât want to see him again, which heâd taken as a challenge, trying to woo her, disbelieving that she would actually say no. So, after a month of weighing her options, sheâd worked out a deal with her siblings and moved back to a town sheâd sworn sheâd hated and would never reside