my.â
Truthfully, I just didnât want olâ Stephen at my back. But if he wanted to think I was a hard-core feminist, let him. It was closer to the truth than a lot of things.
He walked through the door. I glanced back to the ring. It looked smaller from up here. Muscular men dressed in glittering loincloths pulled a cart in on their bare shoulders. There were two things in the cart: a huge woven basket and a dark-skinned woman. She was dressed in Hollywoodâs version of a dancing girlâs outfit. Her thick black hair fell like a cloak, sweeping to her ankles. Slender arms, small, dark hands swept the air in graceful curves. She danced in the front of the cart. The costume was fake, but she wasnât. She knew how to dance, not for seduction, though it was that, but for power. Dancing was originally an invocation to some god or other; most people forget that.
Goosebumps prickled up the back of my neck, creeping into my hair. I shivered while I stood there and sweated in the heat. What was in the basket? The barker outside had said a giant cobra, but there was no snake in the world that needed a basket that big. Not even the anaconda, the worldâs heaviest snake, needed a container over ten feet tall and twenty feet wide.
Something touched my shoulder. I jumped and spun. Stephen was standing nearly touching me, smiling.
I swallowed my pulse back into my throat and glared at him. I make a big deal about not wanting him at my back, then let him sneak up behind me. Real swift, Anita, real swift. Because heâd scared me, I was mad at him. Illogical, but it was better to be mad than scared.
âJean-Claudeâs just inside,â he said. He smiled, but there was a very human glint of laughter in his blue eyes.
I scowled at him, knowing I was being childish, and not caring. âAfter you, fur-face.â
The laughter slipped away. He was very serious as he stared at me. âHow did you know?â His voice was uncertain, fragile. A lot of lycanthropes pride themselves on being able to pass for human.
âIt was easy,â I said. Which wasnât entirely true, but I wanted to hurt him. Childish, unattractive, honest.
His face suddenly looked very young. His eyes filled with uncertainty and pain.
Shit.
âLook, Iâve spent a lot of time around shapeshifters. I just know what to look for, okay?â Why did I want to reassure him? Because I knew what it was like to be the outsider. Raising the dead makes a lot of people class me with the monsters. There are even days when I agree with them.
He was still staring at me, with his hurt feelings like an open wound in his eyes. If he started to cry, I was leaving.
He turned without another word and walked through the open door. I stared at the door for a minute. There were gasps, screams from the crowd. I whirled and saw it. It was a snake, but it wasnât just the worldâs biggest cobra, it was the biggest freaking snake Iâd ever seen. Its body was banded in dull greyish black and off-white. The scales gleamed under the lights. The head was at least a foot and a half wide. No snakewas that big. It flared its hood, and it was the size of a satellite dish. The snake hissed, flicking out a tongue that was like a black whip.
Iâd had a semester of herpetology in college. If the snake had been a mere eight feet or less, I would have called it a banded Egyptian cobra. I couldnât remember the scientific name to save myself.
The woman dropped to the ground in front of the snake, forehead to the ground. A mark of obedience from her to the snake. To her god. Sweet Jesus.
The woman stood and began to dance, and the cobra watched her. Sheâd made herself a living flute for the nearsighted creature to follow. I didnât want to see what would happen if she messed up. The poison wouldnât have time to kill her. The fangs were so damn big theyâd spear her like swords. Sheâd die of shock and blood