Sheâs taking over the cake project,â she said.
âLouise?â he asked, sounding very surprised at that announcement. He knew Louise as well as anyone. She was not the cookbook chairperson kind of woman.
âYes,â Beatrice replied. âSheâs going to handle the remaining tasks except for finding a prize for the winner. I still have to do that.â
Dick seemed to be thinking about this bit of news. âYouâre letting Louise take over?â he asked.
âYes, well, I think she could do a little more this time anyway,â Beatrice noted.
âOkay,â Dick said, sounding unconvinced. âWhat are you doing the rest of the day?â he asked, knowing that the cookbook project had been the only thing she had been involved in during the past few months.
âI donât know,â she said. âIâm sure there are things I will find to do,â she added. âIâll think of something.â
âOkay.â He sounded hesitant to hang up the phone. âYou call me if you need me,â he instructed. âIâll have my cell phone.â
âRight,â Beatrice said. âIâll see you tonight.â
She hung up the phone without even saying good-bye, and she watched as the blue jay flew away.
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Holiday Pound Cake
2 sticks butter
½ cup shortening
3 cups sugar
6 eggs
3 cups flour
½ teaspoon baking powder
1 cup milk
1 teaspoon vanilla
2 teaspoons orange extract
1 tablespoon grated orange rind
½ cup nuts
½ cup raisins
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Cream together butter, shortening, and sugar. Add eggs one at a time, beating thoroughly after each addition. Add one third of flour and baking powder and one third of milk, beating well after each addition. Repeat until all is used. Stir in flavorings, orange rind, nuts, and raisins. Pour into tube pan that has been well greased and floured. Put into cold oven. Then turn on oven and bake at 350 degrees for 1 hour and 15 minutes.
Chapter Four
H ere it is,â Margaret announced to no one except herself. âHoliday pound cake,â she added. Then she glanced around and realized that she was talking to herself. She shook her head, glad that no one else had seen her. She didnât want anyone to think she had started chemotherapy treatments and lost her mind in the same week.
She had been searching for the old recipe ever since Beatrice mentioned the idea of a holiday cake cookbook to the Womenâs Guild. She wasnât really interested in the project, thought it was sort of lame, but she knew that once again Beatrice was simply trying to make things better for her and the other women in the community, and besides, truthfully, she was glad to have something else to think about except the test results and the upcoming surgery.
That was all she seemed to think about these last few days. She wondered if she would be sick from the treatments again. She wondered if she should hire someone to stay with her for a while afterthe surgery. She thought about prescriptions and insurance and what nightgown to take to the hospital and whether the cancer had already metastasized somewhere else in her body.
Unlike her friends, Margaret knew the cancer had recurred before there was a test. She knew it even before she started feeling sick to her stomach. Of course, she was hypervigilant, like most cancer survivors. She had been analyzing herself every day. And she just had a sense after the last surgery, and even with an âall clearâ prognosis, that the cancer wasnât finished with her, that there was more to this event than just the lumps in her breasts and the one round of treatments.
She couldnât explain it, never talked about her premonitions to anyone. She knew if she did, her friends would just say she was anxious, that everybody felt as she did after a cancer diagnosis, and maybe that was true. Maybe because of her anxiety and worry, she had even talked herself right