night had been unexpected.
There was a reason why heâd never asked Lainey out. Even when they were teenagers, heâd kind of felt like she was out of his league. Lainey was just ⦠different. And Todd had always been a little afraid that heâd be shut down if he made a move.
Then, when sheâd come home from college, sheâd been joined at the hip with this Jason guy. Even if heâd finally had the courage to ask her out, by that point she was strictly off limits.
Last night, though ⦠nothing had stood in their way. Theyâd both grown up. His fast-and-loose days had been over for a while now, and she was most definitely single. Plus she was feeling really down about the holidays, and heâd hated seeing her so sad. In his family the holidays were a time of love and hope and happiness. Instead thereâd been this melancholy look in Laineyâs eyes, and when sheâd wondered how sheâd measured up short heâd given in to an urge heâd had since he was sixteen. He kissed her.
It was supposed to give back some of her confidence, make her smile.
Wow, had that backfired.
It was his reaction that had kept him from falling asleep. From the moment heâd taken her in his arms, heâd known this was something different. Something special that he couldnât take lightly or laugh away in the morning. Something that had never happened to him before, ever.
It went deeper than simply fooling around to pass the time. It was stronger than simple physical desire and need. He cared for Lainey. Maybe he always had, which was why heâd never gotten up the nerve to ask her on a date. And why it had taken a couple of whiskeys and a blazing fire to give him the nerve to kiss her like heâd wanted to for years.
Lying under a blanket on her couch, he considered the unlikely truth that she mattered more than heâd realized. Despite what sheâd said, last night hadnât felt like a one-off; it had been a first step to something new.
The question was, did he want to pursue it? Did she?
And when the hell had he started thinking about stuff like this, anyway?
âGood morning,â she said, her voice soft and a little timid. He pushed himself to sitting and saw her standing in her bedroom doorway, dressed in baggy gray sweatpants and an oversized T-shirt. She looked adorable, and warm, and still sleepy.
âLooks like the stormâs over,â he said, thinking that probably wasnât what he should have said at this moment but at a loss for anything else.
âNow itâs time for cleanup,â she answered, and moved away from the door. âIâve got to get over to the main house to get breakfast for that crew. Take your time and come over when youâre ready.â
She disappeared into the bathroom and he flopped back on the sofa. Hardly a smile from her this morning, definitely no mention of last night. It was as if nothing had ever happened.
A few minutes later she emerged, her hair gathered up in some sort of knot, and he noticed a sheen to her lips that hadnât been there before. She went straight to her bedroom and popped back out in no time flat, dressed in skinny jeans and an oversized sweater.
âIâm late,â she said, going to the door for her coat and boots. âI canât really hang around. But in twenty minutes or so thereâll be scrambled eggs and pancakes if youâre hungry.â
He was. Starving. The few muffins heâd had last night, coupled with the alcohol, had left his stomach raw and rumbling this morning.
âIâll be over soon,â he replied, getting up from the sofa. He picked up the blanket and started folding it. âIâll start some of the shoveling, too.â
âYou donât have to do that. Youâre probably wanted at work.â
Wow. Talk about wanting to get rid of him.
âWell, I kind of have to shovel out so I can get to my car,
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