task!â
She loved her baby already. Her hand curved around her stomach. It wouldnât be flat for too much longer. Soon there would be ample evidence of the baby growing inside her, and she couldnât wait. âI want this baby with every fibre of my being.â She couldnât wait to hold it in her arms, to count all its fingers and toes, to touch the down on its head. âThatâs what will get me through the colic and the sleepless nights and the hormone swings andâ¦and everything!â
She glared at Luke, but couldnât prevent her heart from sinking just a tiny bit when she watched the bond that had started to form between them dissolve utterly.
He stood, his face shuttered and his eyes more black than brown. âLooks like you have everything under control, then.â
She folded her arms. âI do.â
She did!
âGood. I donât have time toâ¦waste.â He seized his hat and jammed it on his head. âThereâs work to be done.â With that, he strode out through the back door.
Keira stared after him. âWell, why didnât you just say you donât have time to mollycoddle pregnant women?â she muttered. It was obvious that was what heâd meant. Well, she didnât need mollycoddling. She hadnât asked him to mollycoddle.
Still, she couldnât help feeling sheâd just thrown his kindness back in his face with a considerable lack of grace. And now she had a whole day to kill, with nothing to do.
She cleared away the breakfast things and then spied the shopping list sheâd made earlier. Much earlier. Right. She shoved it in her pocket. The supermarket in Gunnedah wouldbe open, and sheâd do just about anything to avoid a repeat of last nightâs bout of illnessâeven if that meant drinking something as odd as liquorice tea.
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Keiraâs natural buoyancy reasserted itself as she negotiated her way down Gunnedahâs main street. How could it not? The town overflowed with a festive spirit that was nowhere to be seen at Candlebark.
Christmas carols spilled out from the shops and onto the street. Fake snow and tinsel festooned every shop window. Santa displays aboundedâSanta in a sleigh, Santa in his workshop with his elvesâso did angels and stars. She stopped by a shop window containing a nativity scene, stared at the baby Jesus in the manger. Her hand crept across her stomach. âOh, Munchkin, you just wait till next Christmas. Weâre going to have so much fun!â
This time of year always reminded Keira of her mother. Carmel Keely had adored Christmasâadorning every room of their apartment with Christmas decorations, baking for weeks beforehand, always grumbling that their ginormous tree was far too big for their apartment, which it was, but never replacing it. And every year she, her mother and her grandmother had sat down to a full Christmas dinner with all the trimmings. It had always been a special day. Her mother had made sure of that. And this year Keira knew sheâd miss her mother and her grandmother just that little bit more than normal.
She wondered what Luke and Jason did for Christmas. Then frowned. It was kind of hard, imagining Luke being festive.
She chewed her bottom lip, drawing to a halt as she recalled the expression on his face when heâd told her that his wife was dead. Her heart burned. Poor Jason. She knew from experience how hard this time of year could be. Luke had to try and make Christmas special for his son all on his own now.
Just like youâll be doing.
Yeah, but sheâd chosen that path. Luke hadnât.
With a heart that had started to feel heavier with every passing second, she recalled how sheâd all but told Luke to butt out and keep his opinions to himself this morning. After heâd held her hair back and had mopped her faceâ¦and made her lemon and hot waterâ¦and given her morning sickness remedies. He was