from under the tractor seat. âIt has a name, you know. What Momâs got.â
âYou mean why she wonât leave the house?â
âYeah. She has agoraphobia,â J.T. said. âSheâs afraid of having another panic attack in public, so she doesnât want to go anywhere. She only feels safe in the house. I talked to Miss Laurie, my counselor at Cliffside, about it.â
âI didnât know it had a name,â Kate said. âI know she takes medicine.â
J.T. caught his sisterâs eyes. âWe have to help her, Kate. Grandma canât keep coming up here all the way from North Carolina. Sheâs got a life with Grandpa. He needs her, too. I know that Mom is their only child, but we canât expect Grandma to give up her life for us.â
Kateâs lips remained parted. Her brotherâs compassion was unbelievable.
âWait!â she said when he started walking away. It had been nine long months since theyâd had a conversation, and there was a lot she wanted to talk about. âI wanted to tell you that I got an e-mail from Brady on my birthday.â
âNo!â J.T. snapped, stopping abruptly and whirling around. âDo
not
be mentioning Brady to meâor Digger either! Do you hear?â
Surprised, Kate drew back.
âSorry,â J.T. said quickly, lowering his voice. âI didnât mean to yell. And Iâm sorry I didnât write to you.â He lifted his hands and then let them drop. âI didnât know what to say.â
âYou couldâve just told me what you did,â Kate suggested gently, recalling how desperate sheâd been for even the tiniest bit of information. She lifted her shoulders. âLike what you had for breakfastââ
âBut I didnât want to talk about it,â J.T. said, cutting her off. âI
still
donât, so just let it go, okay?â
âOkay,â Kate instantly agreed. But she couldnât help herself. When he walked away, she trotted after him. âCan I tell you something I did? That Mom doesnât know?â
âWhat? About sending the trumpet?â J.T. asked, smacking at a deerfly on his arm while he kept moving. âI knew you did it behind Momâs back.â
âYou did?â Kate was surprised.
âOf course I knew.â
But how?
Kate wondered, slowing down. And why hadnât he thanked her?
âWell, thatâs not it!â she called after him.
J.T. kept going.
âI became a vegetarian,â Kate declared when she caught up to him.
Her brother finally stopped and stared at her. âWhat?â
Kate nodded vigorously. âYeah. I donât eat meat.â
âWhy?â
âI saw a film, J.T. It showed how they slaughter animalsâhow
awful
it is. Not just the chickens, but the cows and the pigsâand the lambs. I cried so hard. I swore Iâd never eat meat again. I wish no one would eat meat.â
Her brotherâs face softened. âKate,â he said, opening his hands. âYou
live
on a chicken farm!â
âI know.â Kate screwed up her face. â
I know!
â
âMom hasnât noticed?â
She shook her head. âGrandma hasnât either. Jess is the only one I told.â
âAre you getting protein and stuff?â
âSure, itâs not a problem. I researched it. I eat a lot of peanut butter and beans. Itâs easy, âcause Iâm the one who does the food shopping
and
most of the cooking when Grandmaâs not here. Did you know that? Every other month, she goes home to North Carolina. I go to the grocery store with Jessâs mom. I take the bags and everything.â
J.T. stared at her. âYou didnât tell me that.â
âItâs hard sometimes,â Kate went on, glad to have a sympathetic ear. âLike when we drop Jess off for a piano lesson on our way to the Food Lion. Nobody else I know has a mother who
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