fingers caught hers, and all at once the rowdy humor went out of him. He searched her gray eyes. His fingers smoothed over her skin, feeling its texture, and her heart went wild.
âSoft,â he murmured. âSoft, like your mouth.â He stared at her lower lip for a long moment. âIâd like to kiss you when I was sober,â he said under his breath, âjust to see how it would feel.â
Her fingers trembled, and he felt it. His hand contracted and brought hers to his mouth. âYou smell of perfume,â he breathed huskily. âAnd you go to my head like whiskey when you look at me that way.â
She tried to draw her hand back, but he wouldnât let go of it.
âYou said youâd teach me,â he reminded her with a slow smile. âIâm just getting in some practice.â
âI said Iâd teach you manners,â she replied in a high-pitched tone. âYou donât threaten maître dâs and waiters and yell across classy restaurants, Carson.â
âOkay,â he said, smoothing the backs of her fingers against his hard cheek. âWhat else shouldnât I do?â
âWhat youâre doing right now,â she whispered.
âIâm only holding your hand,â he said reasonably.
But it didnât feel that way. It felt as if he were reaching over the table and taking possession of her, total and absolute possession of her mind and her heart and even her body.
âMandelyn,â he whispered, as if he were savoring the very sound of her name, and she realized with a start that heâd hardly ever said it. It was usually some casual endearment when he spoke to her. He made her name sound new and sweet.
She watched his dark head bend over her hand with wonder, watched his chiseled lips touch it, brush it with a tenderness she hadnât imagined him capable of. Her breath caught in her throat and tremors like the harbingers of an earthquake began deep in her body.
âCarson?â she whispered back.
His eyes lifted, as if heâd heard something in her voice that he wasnât expecting.
But before he could say anything, the waiter was back with the coffee.
âWhere are my crepes?â Carson asked curtly.
âIt will be only a minute, monsieur, just a minute,â Henri promised with a worried smile and a fervent glance toward the kitchen.
Carson stared after him. âIt had better be,â he said.
Henri retreated, and Mandelyn had to smother a grin. âYou do come on strong, donât you?â she managed with a straight face.
âI learned early that it was the only way to come out on top,â he returned. âI donât like being put down. Never did.â
âThey arenât trying to put you down,â she began.
âLike hell,â he said, smiling coldly.
She moved restlessly in her chair. âLifestyles among the well-to-do are different.â
âYou and I are pretty far apart, arenât we?â he asked quietly.
âOh, I donât know,â she murmured. âI used to think Iâd enjoy going fishing once in a while, in a pair of old dungarees and a worn-out shirt.â
âDid you? I could take you fishing sometime, if you like.â
She looked up, half amused, and it dawned on her that she hadnât ever seen him smile as much as he had this one day. âCould you?â
He let his eyes run slowly over her. âI could loan you some old jeans and a shirt, too.â He leaned back and lit a cigarette. âAfter all, you ought to get something out of this deal. You teach me what I need to know. And then Iâll teach you a few things.â He was looking straight at her when he said it, and she tingled all over.
Henri came back with the crepes seconds later, and Mandelyn was able to damp down her suddenly intense awareness of Carson while she instructed him in the use of flatware.
âWhy donât they just give you a fork