leafed through the employee folders resting on the edge of the desk. When he found Jillianâs, he tugged it free and flipped it open. Her deceptively innocent features stared up at him. You want to taste me, donât you? her half smile seemed to say.
Yeah. He did.
She had a button nose, a small scattering of freckles barely visibleâheâd had to search intensely for them when heâd met her in personâand, sweet Jesus, the cutest dimples heâd ever seen. He hadnât had to search for those. Theyâd snagged his attention and hadnât let go. Added up, these features were the attributes of a Sunday School teacher.
She also had glossy dark curls made for a manâs hands, lush pink lips and wide blue eyes fringed by inky lashesâthe attributes of a well-sated sex puppet. An exquisite combination that made him wonder which sheâd be in bed. Maybe both.
Donât go there, asshole.
He coughed, shifted in the chair, hot and definitely bothered. Reading onâ¦Under strengths, Anne had marked: loyal, honest, determined and trust issues. How was trust issues a strength? Under weaknesses: gives to charity, is a closet do-gooder and considers her friendsâ well-being before she considers her own. Those were weaknesses? He shook his head. Anne was weird.
He himself had seen no redeeming qualities from Jillian. Okay, that was a lie. Sheâd apologized to him the first time sheâd inadvertently insulted him, after sheâd asked why Anne had hired him. Also, there was her mouth. That was certainly a redeeming quality. And her legs. And her breasts, with those so-hard-I-need-a-lick nipples.
All of his blood rushed south again. Please, he mused in the next instant. Like itâs ever migrated north since Jillian stepped inside the office.
What was he going to do with that woman?
I can think of something, his cock replied.
âShut up,â he muttered darkly. âYou donât get a voice in this situation.â Hell, no. Erections turned men into, well, dicks. Made them do stupid things. He wasnât stupid. Most of the time.
Women were vipers by nature; Jillian clearly more than most, what with her trust issues and all. Getting involved with an employeeâespecially one who wouldnât hesitate to slice and dice her opponent to shredsâwould be tantamount to cutting out all his vital organs and selling them on eBay.
Not that Jillian had wanted anything to do with him.
Not that Marcus wanted anything to do with her. Really.
He was a gambling man but she was high stakes. Too high. Still, he would have liked to play naked poker with her. To have all of Jillianâs passion directed at a hand of cards while she was bare-assed nakedâ¦Ah, hell. Anymore of that and he might lose all common sense and go ahead and try to seduce her.
Did she have a boyfriend? Was Jillian the type who demanded a commitment? Surely not. Like him, she probably kept her relationships strictly about sex, sex and more sex. No strings. Ever. And never with employees, he reminded himself. Or coworkers. Or other bait.
Heâd probably need the reminder a few (thousand) more times because heâd been in a slump lately and wasnât getting even a little sex. Not his fault. Thereâd been offersâoh, thereâd been some offers. Fine. Thereâd been two. In his defense, again, he hadnât been nice to anyone who approached him.
Lately he just wasnât interested and (embarrassingly enough) couldnât get hard because all he could think about was the doomed nature of the whole mating dance. Meet, screw, say goodbye or try for something lasting, then wait for failure. Then heâd seen Jillian and the slump had ended. Literally.
What have I gotten myself into? he wondered again.
Despite his need to keep Jillian at an emotional distance, to keep her mad at him so there was no chance sheâd want to be friends or lovers, he had to smooth things