delusional.”
“Don’t deny it. Why else would you pretty much say to pick someone I won’t regret it with?”
“I didn’t mean me .”
“Fine, then I’ll just kiss Rome.”
He gritted his teeth, huffing out, “You want to kiss Rome, then go and kiss Rome.”
“Okay then, I will. I bet he won’t have glitter on his lips when I do it too.”
He stilled and brought his hand to his mouth, wiping it. When he looked down at his hand, his face darkened. He got out of bed after that. Grabbing a towel from the dresser, he turned the corny music off and left the room without a word.
He didn’t come back until fifteen minutes later in nothing but his boxers, water dripping from his hair. He slammed the door shut and I tensed a little, waiting for his father to bark out from somewhere to keep it down. The man was probably passed out though, per usual. I was on my back, watching Carter closely as he walked to the window, shutting it hard. Then he peered through the blinds, seemingly lost in thought.
I’d clearly ruined the mood. I was kind of regretting it by that point. I didn’t want him to be angry at me, but there really wasn’t a reason for him to be. I’d technically done nothing wrong, plus it wasn’t all that unusual for him to be shitty with me. We had our ups and downs. Sometimes we’d go through silent treatments for days just winding each other up, until one of us cracked and came crawling back. It was usually him, and I was proud of the tally I’d kept score of.
He turned then and stood with his back to the window, facing me. My heart skipped a beat at the way he was looking at me. He crossed his arms and just stared, and once again I couldn’t read him.
I tried to act normal. I really should have just got up and left when he was out. Maybe he had expected me to be gone when he returned. But I didn’t want to go. Despite the awkward turn of events, I still wanted to be around him. I picked at my lip with my teeth, trying not to redden by how hard he was gawking at me.
When he pushed off from the window and headed for the bed, my body tensed. His eyes still hadn’t left mine, and they were growing darker the closer he got to me. The mattress shifted from beneath his weight, and all breath left me in a rush when he crawled in my direction. I was absolutely gobsmacked the second his body enveloped mine. He had his elbows propped up on either side of my head. Every bit of me felt jittery and panicked because there was no way I was going to pull this off without giving away how nervous he made me feel.
“Do you want me to kiss you?” he asked in a low voice, his face barely a foot away from mine.
Water drops fell from the tips of his hair, landing over my throat and collarbone. The drops felt cold sliding across my skin, but I was perfectly aware I was shaking because of him.
Was I dreaming? Shit, this was just a dream. Of course it was. One does not climb out of a doomed friendship status this easily.
“Um.” My mouth was dry. I didn’t need to talk. This was my dream, after all. He didn’t need to hear actual words.
“Um what?” His lips pulled up into a smirk, and I remember looking at them and thinking how soft they looked. I was so close I could see every freckle on his face, and suddenly I wondered how I could dream up parts of him I hadn’t even noticed before.
No, this was reality. Shit. And I’d lain there for who knows how long saying things like “Um” while breathing heavily. So, I stopped breathing heavily. He didn’t need to be on top of an oxygen thief.
“Do you want me to put my lips on yours?” he continued to ask.
“Why would I want you to do that?” I found it in me to ask. My heart hadn’t stopped pounding in my chest. I’d ended up curling my hands into the sheets to dispel some of the nerves and it wasn’t working.
“Because you want to know how it feels,” he answered casually, like this was nothing. Like it wasn’t everything to me.
I hated
“Don’t deny it. Why else would you pretty much say to pick someone I won’t regret it with?”
“I didn’t mean me .”
“Fine, then I’ll just kiss Rome.”
He gritted his teeth, huffing out, “You want to kiss Rome, then go and kiss Rome.”
“Okay then, I will. I bet he won’t have glitter on his lips when I do it too.”
He stilled and brought his hand to his mouth, wiping it. When he looked down at his hand, his face darkened. He got out of bed after that. Grabbing a towel from the dresser, he turned the corny music off and left the room without a word.
He didn’t come back until fifteen minutes later in nothing but his boxers, water dripping from his hair. He slammed the door shut and I tensed a little, waiting for his father to bark out from somewhere to keep it down. The man was probably passed out though, per usual. I was on my back, watching Carter closely as he walked to the window, shutting it hard. Then he peered through the blinds, seemingly lost in thought.
I’d clearly ruined the mood. I was kind of regretting it by that point. I didn’t want him to be angry at me, but there really wasn’t a reason for him to be. I’d technically done nothing wrong, plus it wasn’t all that unusual for him to be shitty with me. We had our ups and downs. Sometimes we’d go through silent treatments for days just winding each other up, until one of us cracked and came crawling back. It was usually him, and I was proud of the tally I’d kept score of.
He turned then and stood with his back to the window, facing me. My heart skipped a beat at the way he was looking at me. He crossed his arms and just stared, and once again I couldn’t read him.
I tried to act normal. I really should have just got up and left when he was out. Maybe he had expected me to be gone when he returned. But I didn’t want to go. Despite the awkward turn of events, I still wanted to be around him. I picked at my lip with my teeth, trying not to redden by how hard he was gawking at me.
When he pushed off from the window and headed for the bed, my body tensed. His eyes still hadn’t left mine, and they were growing darker the closer he got to me. The mattress shifted from beneath his weight, and all breath left me in a rush when he crawled in my direction. I was absolutely gobsmacked the second his body enveloped mine. He had his elbows propped up on either side of my head. Every bit of me felt jittery and panicked because there was no way I was going to pull this off without giving away how nervous he made me feel.
“Do you want me to kiss you?” he asked in a low voice, his face barely a foot away from mine.
Water drops fell from the tips of his hair, landing over my throat and collarbone. The drops felt cold sliding across my skin, but I was perfectly aware I was shaking because of him.
Was I dreaming? Shit, this was just a dream. Of course it was. One does not climb out of a doomed friendship status this easily.
“Um.” My mouth was dry. I didn’t need to talk. This was my dream, after all. He didn’t need to hear actual words.
“Um what?” His lips pulled up into a smirk, and I remember looking at them and thinking how soft they looked. I was so close I could see every freckle on his face, and suddenly I wondered how I could dream up parts of him I hadn’t even noticed before.
No, this was reality. Shit. And I’d lain there for who knows how long saying things like “Um” while breathing heavily. So, I stopped breathing heavily. He didn’t need to be on top of an oxygen thief.
“Do you want me to put my lips on yours?” he continued to ask.
“Why would I want you to do that?” I found it in me to ask. My heart hadn’t stopped pounding in my chest. I’d ended up curling my hands into the sheets to dispel some of the nerves and it wasn’t working.
“Because you want to know how it feels,” he answered casually, like this was nothing. Like it wasn’t everything to me.
I hated
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