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Your ego is more bruised than your wrists,â Rune says as we cross the street. âAnd your backpack only has minor banana-peel damage. Admit itâyouâre mad because he stood up to you and won.â
âHe did not win anything!â
âIf you say so.â
âI do.â
âThen I believe you.â But I know she doesnât.
We donât say anything for a block. When we stop at a crosswalk, waiting for traffic to pass, Rune studies me with an odd expression. âI should have been more supportive. Sorry.â
âYou should beâsupportive and sorry.â
She gestures to my jeans. âI never liked those jeans anyway. Letâs hit the thrift stores and find some seventies bell bottoms. My treat for being a sucky BFF.â
âThanks.â I offer a small smile. âAnd you donât suck. Itâs my whole day that sucks. I shouldnât take it out on you.â
âYou shouldnât,â she agrees. âBut friends should support each other and Iâm always here for you. I hope youâd do the same for me.â
âAlways,â I promise.
âEven if I ask a favor that you wonât like?â
My silver bangles jingle as I fold my arms across my chest, eyeing her suspiciously. âDepends on what youâre asking.â
âThis might make you mad, but I have to know.â
âWhat?â
âWould you recognize his voice?â By the hero worship in her tone, I know exactly who sheâs talking about. Iâm disgusted sheâs so obsessed with this guy, but sheâs my friend and I did promise to be supportive.
I think for a moment, then nod. âYeah. I wonât forget his voice.â Or forgive him , I vow to myself.
âSo, if you hear his voice again and figure out who he is, youâll tell me?â Runeâs practically begging. âPlease.â
âWell ⦠yeah.â I shrug. âIâll tell you.â
Then she grinsâso sappy and silly I want to hurlâand I realize sheâll want me to listen to every guy at school until I find the Grin Reaper.
Itâs not such a bad idea, I decide, but for a completely different reason.
When I find the Grin Reaper, Iâll reap my own justice. He wonât need to hide behind a mask, a concealing jacket, and gloves anymore. Iâll make sure everyone at school knows exactly who he isâhis admirers and his enemies.
Revenge.
F i v e
I drop Rune off at her house and continue on to mine.
Not that I want to go home. More than anything, I long to climb on a bus and return to Sheridan Valley, maybe hide out at my friend Sabineâs house until I graduate high school and can live my own life.
Dread twines through me like a taut rope, tugging in different directions. I have to go home; I donât want to go home. I want to be honest; I canât tell the truth. I need to be myself; my family needs me to be someone else.
Itâs not the wrath of Mr. Sproat or even the weird necklace that worries me.
Itâs the crumbled paper at the bottom of my backpack.
The letter.
When I saw my name in the first line, I got a sick feeling. But it was the last paragraph that shot fear through me, as if by reading it Iâd unleashed a Pandoraâs box of evils on the world.
On my family.
Thereâs no closing the lid once truth is uncovered. I think of lame sayings like âknowledge is powerâ and âignorance is bliss.â Iâd give anything for blissful ignorance instead of knowing whatâs written in there. Even more, I wish my parents didnât know. How can I face them? I think the letter must have arrived yesterday, given the date on it, but Mom worked late at the church so there wasnât a chance to talk. Are my parents waiting until after dinner tonight, to talk to me alone? Or will they confront me when I walk into the house? I donât want to hurt them ⦠but I donât want to