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blindfold off leaving him hanging. He sees me for the first time in my black leather cat suit. Whip in hand looking like Halle Berry in cat woman. My hair is in a long braid and I have on spiked stilettos that would castrate a man on contact.  His eyes pop out of his head as his eyes travel from head to toe and stopped dead in his tracks when he reaches my eyes. “Lexi baby let me down I need to touch you” I can’t hold it back anymore the thoughts are ripping at my brain, my limbs are numb, and I just want to scream ……… so……. I do. I lash out like a child refused their favorite candy, twisting violently with my head hung back screaming at him and the sky in unison.
    “CAM YOU NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP I AM SO TIRED OF TRYING TO RUN YOU OFF, MY BODY ACHES AND MY HEAD SCREAMS, NOTHING MAKE SINCE WITH YOU HERE, YOU FUCK ME ALL UP. I WAS FINE WITHOUT YOU THEN YOU SHOW UP ACTTING ALL HAPPY AND DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT, AND HERE I HAVE YOU STRUNG UP ABOUT TO RIP YOU FULL OF SCARS FROM THE INSIDE OUT ALL YOU CAN SAY IS I TRUST YOU.. REALLY CAM YOU TRUST ME? IM ABOUT TO SHRED YOUR CHEST TO THE POINT YOU CAN’T GO WITHOUT A SHIRT. THEN ONCE YOUR BODY IS IN SO MUCH PAIN I’D DROP THE CHAINS LET YOU FALL TO THE FLOOR AND HAVE MAY WAY WITH YOU ALL THE WHILE MAKING YOU PRETEND LIKE YOU ACTUALLY WANT ME.” I release the chains and his knees hit the floor almost as loud as the chains do. “Just get dressed and get the fuck out of my house, and don’t bother calling, texting, or anything else just live your life. Take the clothes and go I’m done” my body has deflated and I can’t think. I turn to leave; grabbing my cell I buzz Gus “Can you please see Mr. Thompson home Gus. And Gus this chapter is over.” A brief very gruff yes ma’am sounds and I hear a click. “Cam, Gus will be in the garage in about 5 minutes make sure you have everything,  don’t leave your wallet again or its going in the trash” he has his jeans on but not buttoned, shirt on but also not buttoned. He is so amazing to look at (I want to run my tongue up and down his firm stomach) and his eyes are glazed with pain. He is so confused, he is too innocent for this life he doesn’t deserve the abuse I would give him if he stayed, it couldn’t be all rainbows and unicorns forever. “Alexa..” he tries but my temper flares and I let out a nutcase ban chi scream punch the wall, flipping my hair, eyes bugging out, shaking from head to toe  “GO CAMERON I’M DONE CHAPTER IS FUCKIN OVER GET THAT…. DONE….THE END” after a minute that lasted about a decade he turns to leave.. Dragging his feet & then turns quick but I shoot him a death stare stopping him. He sees its over. “Good Bye Miss Cruz” & turns again, I hear from the hall way he mumbles “no wonder she’s alone, she’s so afraid” and like that he is gone. I hear the door click with finality and I crumble to the floor, broken again. Whatever was mending in my heart just ripped open again. When I wake up later I am covered in a blanket sprawled right where I fell. Valeria must have seen me, who knows what time it is, psht who fucking cares ….
     

Chapter Four
     
    Days turn into weeks and work is the same. Maggie told me Cam made it home safe and her and Alex both tried to take me out. Maggie told me Cam seemed so sad when I didn’t show up to the air port to say goodbye. Everything’s back to normal except I miss Cam, I don’t ever miss anyone except my mom and dad.  I stumble in to work half assed, I go home and crash in my familiar collegiate attire. I haven’t been out in weeks. I just lay around wishing Cam would walk through the door. Gus makes an appearance in the door way, “Miss Alexa if you don’t mind I think it’s about time someone told you what you need to hear not what you want to hear, I’ve been around for many years now & I have seen such a change in you, I understand your parents are gone & I understand what you went through in New York has