beginning.
It was beautiful, the way the sun glistened across the golden hues of my orange blush. I admired it. It was so simple. I had wiped some excess onto my hand in a mad rush. Merek was on his way. I didnât want him to ring the bell or anything. Avoiding Grandpapa seemed to be the path of least resistance. It was 7 p.m. and the sun was still out. That was the mark of summer. I walked past the iron gates. I strolled along the side of the road. I nestled in a patch of neatly trimmed green hedges.
I closed my eyes just for a moment. The sunâs rays showered my face with warmth. I was excited, yet somewhat confused. Noel was on the forefront of my mind. I could recall the last day I saw him as if it were merely hours ago. Iâd been holding onto his words for so long. We were in his dorm room. He sat on his bed. I sat at his computer desk in front ofthe window. The sunâs rays showered over me, much like they did on this day. We were talking about our dreams. Back then, I wanted to become an archeologist or a cardiologist. I didnât know what had gotten into meâa little too much Jurassic Park or Greyâs Anatomy .
âI donât know when I can come back to see you,â I signed.
âWhy did you take your dadâs car? If he finds out, it could be months,â Noel signed.
I didnât realize then that months would turn into years. I climbed onto the bed into his arms. We kissed. I could remember the way he smelled, so distinctly. It wasnât a cologne or a soap. It was just him.
âI love you forever,â he signed.
At the thought of him, I opened my eyes. And like that, he was gone.
Merek had pulled up. He looked at me curiously. I had to admit I was curious about him. My heart belonged to Noel, though the news of the morning had me questioning my steadfast loyalty. He got out of his gray two-door hatchback. He opened my passenger door. I had to admit his car was kind of Noel-esque.
âHi, princess. Tell me, what are you doing?â he asked.
I shrugged. âHereâs the address.â I handed him a pink Post-it.
âI watched you,â he said.
âWhy?â
âYou texted to meet you out front. When I pulled up, I didnât see you. So ⦠I creeped up a little more and this is when I found you. What were you doing?â he asked me.
âWhat did you see?â
âYou standing with your eyes closed, sunbathing,â he said.
I laughed. I was a little embarrassed.
âI like that smile,â he said.
âWhat if I said I liked your smile?â Uh! I always did that when boys gave me compliments! I said the same compliment right back. Geez. His smile got even wider. Like that, the past melted away like a piece of butterscotch candy. All gone, not a trace, not even a wrapper.
Chapter 4 SH Party
With my heels on, I was just slightly taller than Merek. I stood up tall and took a deep breath. He slowly took hold of my hand. I pulled it back. I only held hands with one guy. I caught my reflection in the glass door. I looked as if heâd just tried to choke me. It was right then that I realized I was in over my head.
The house was beautiful. It was tan, built with tons of light birchwood and sleek steel. There were floor-to-ceiling windows all over the first floor. The DJ was out on the patio, a few yards from the Olympic-size pool. Our house was much more country, no pool. We did have a huge lot. It was a pretty good way to get far away into nature. Half our lot was full of trees. Caraâs house was much more modern with less of a nature vibe.
As soon as we hit the door, smiles were on. I noticed Merek kept looking at me since I pulled my hand away. I was actually looking forward to the distraction of the party. I couldnât move any faster. And I hoped he wasnât going to pen me up against the wall about it. I spotted Sierra. Without thinking, I started walking toward her. She had on a fabulous skintight