bizcochitos for Celia as the clock inched past midnight. A new day, the first without Victor. I didnât think I could taste the cookies without tearing up so I made a milky decaf for myself.
Celia came in, thankfully alone, and dropped her backpack by the fireplace, where a few embers glowed.
âHave some cookies, honey. Then letâs try to get to bed.â
Celia nibbled a cookie and poked at her smart-Âphone screen while I took a stab at grief counseling. âA loss like this is hard to understand.â
This platitude was met with sniffles and heightened tapping on the phone. I persisted. âWe canât always know how others are feeling, their pain.â
âIt sucks,â my daughter said, turning away to wipe her eyes. Celia took after her dad in hiding emotions. I handed her a tissue and we sat for a few minutes in silence, until pounding on the door rattled us and the house. I didnât need Daliaâs psychic powers to guess who it was.
âOpen up!â Manny yelled in his cop voice.
I took a deep breath, hoping to squelch my own emotions. Whatever Manny said, I was done arguing with him, I told myself. We were done.
âHold on,â I said, unlatching the heavy oak door. Manny pushed past, followed by his partner, Bunny, who politely but belatedly asked if they could come in.
I agreed, also politely, although I wished the invitation could exclude Manny. He stood in the entryway/living room, fingers looped around his weapons belt, legs apart in what I imagined was his movie-Âcop pose. Manny is very conscious of his looks, and thereâs no denying that heâs good-Âlooking. He works out, wears trim shirts tight across his muscular chest, and sets his shaver high to achieve an intentional scruff. If cast in a soap opera, heâd be the guy you know the heroine shouldnât fall for but does, taken in not only by his looks but his charm. Although Iâd seen little of it since the divorce, Manny can be truly charming. Too charming, when it came to other women. Manny also thinks heâs irresistible. Thatâs what probably upset him most about our divorce: that Iâd been the one to ask for it. Like me, he was probably also a little sad, not that heâd ever admit it.
He snorted, scanning the room. âSmall place youâve got here, Rita. What is this, a converted garage?â
âNice vigas ,â Bunny said, towering behind my ex.
Thatâs another one of Mannyâs problems. Height insecurity. He and Tom Cruise could wear the same pants.
âThank you, Bunny,â I said, ignoring Manny. âWould you like a cookie?â
She patted the flat front of her jacket. âCanât, Iâm in training. Listen, Rita, we have to talk to you about what you saw.â
Manny grumbled that I wouldnât be able to tell them anything useful.
Bunny also ignored him. She had that serious cop look on, the one that mingles mad and suspicious. Bunny looks this way a lot.
âWeâre exhausted.â I gestured toward Celia. She sat in the kitchen, still ostensibly messing with her phone. A pile of wadded-Âup Kleenex lay beside her. âCanât I make a statement tomorrow? Iâll come in after work, at the start of your shift.â
Bunny shrugged. âThatâs fine. Looks like thereâs not much to investigate here. The medical examiner will be able to tell us definitively.â
I knew what she wasnât saying directly. It looked like suicide. It likely was suicide. Rightfully or not, I mentally berated myself again. If only Iâd stayed to check on Victor. If only Iâd had time to ask what was bothering him when we were drinking cocoa.
Bunny and I set an appointment for three the next day for what she called âroutine follow-Âthrough.â
âItâs not a closed case yet,â Manny said, in the contrarian attitude heâd taken throughout our divorce. âCeliaâs
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