sure he donât get hurt.â
âIâll do my best, but he donât mind me,â I reminded her.
Ma looked at me a long time, then.
âHereâs a piece of news for you, Shay,â she said. âThe reason Iâm letting you boys go with the posse is because youâre going to need a little exposure to the wild side of things.â
I didnât know what to say.
âIâve got some news for you all,â Ma said. âIâm tired of sitting here in Missouri, going hungry and losing weight. When we finish eating this horse I shot, weâre going to take a tripâall of us.â
That was startling news. The bunch of us had always lived in the same place. G.T. and me had only been up and down the river a town or two from Booneâs Lick, and the towns werenât very far apart. Other than that we had always just lived in the cabin near the river.
âWhere will we go?â I asked.
âTo wherever your pa is,â Ma said. âIâm out of patience with him. This babyâs about ready to crawl and heâs never laid eyes on her. Heâs not been homein fourteen months, and then it was only for two nights. If he wonât come and see us, then weâll go and see him. And if he donât like it Iâll leave him.â
Then she scooped up Marcy and headed for the cabin, leaving me where I sat, with thoughts buzzing around in my head like bumblebees. Just the fact that Ma was going to allow us to go off with the posse would have been enough to think about, but on top of that came the news about a trip to see Pa, wherever he was. Once the fact of it sunk in a little I got so excited I wanted to run around in circles. I wanted to wake up G.T. and tell him the double good news, about the posse and the trip, but it turned out I didnât have to wake him up. Just as I was trying to think of some way to work off my excitement, G.T. came walking up from the river, carrying a dead coon by the tail.
âI slipped up on him while he was cracking a mussel,â G.T. said. âCoon meatâs just as good as horse meatâthere just ainât as much of it.â
I was dying to spill my news but I knew I had better take a minute to admire G.T.âs kill, or heâd pout for a week.
âWhatâd you do, chunk it?â I asked.
âChunked it,â G.T. said.
âGuess what, weâre going on a tripâtwo trips, that is,â I said, unable to hold the news a minute longer. âFirst weâre going with the posse, and then weâre going upriver to look for Pa.â
âYouâre lying!â G.T. said. Then he stomped off in a sulk, because I hadnât paid enough attention to his coon.
7
G.T . and I had a fistfightâa short oneâbefore the night was over. I crawled up in the loft of the cabin, where we kids slept, and was trying to calm down and get some sleep when G.T. shot up the ladder and started punching me. That was the way G.T. started all his fightsâhe was a firm believer in getting in the first lick. He got in about three licks and I managed two before Neva woke up and yelled at us. Ma heard Neva and got into it right away.
âG.T., do you want me to come up there?â Ma asked.
G.T. definitely didnât, so that was the end of that fight.
âIâll beat the stuffings out of you tomorrow,â he whispered, before settling down to snore.
It was only then that I remembered that Ma hadsaid she would leave Pa, if he didnât welcome our visitâthat was an unsettling thought, for sure.
It seemed like only a few minutes later that the racket started in the freight yard. When Uncle Seth shook me awake the world was white, with a close, chilly mist off the river.
âBring your brother,â Uncle Seth said, which was easier said than done. G.T. was a sound sleeper. I shook him and shook himâfinally Neva stuck a pin in his toe, two or three times, which brought