still couldnât stand him, but heâd sure looked hot tonight. Doesnât anybody get that sex is what you make it, and if you treat it like nothing, it is? I donât clean the restrooms anymore. I leave that to Val. Sheâs lower on the seniority totem pole.
For the past few years, Iâve been on a quest for a good old-fashioned date, the kind where the guy calls, makes the plans, picks you up in a car thatâs not his dadâs or his other girlfriendâs, and takes you somewhere that shows he put thought into what you might like, not what he might get off on like the latest how-many-naked-boobs-can-we-cram-into-this-movie-to-disguise-the-complete-lack-of-plot movie. Iâm looking for the kind of date that starts with good conversation, has a sweet and satisfying middle, and ends with long, slow kisses and the dreamy feeling that youâre walking on clouds.
âThat is not what I was implying. We will sit, the two of us, and talk of more than threats and fears and the differences between us. We will spend one of your hours as friends.â
I didnât like the careful way heâd phrased that. âOne of
my
hours?â
âOur hours are much longer,
sidhe
-seer. See how freely I converse with you? Telling you of our ways. So trust begins.â
Something about the Shade drew my attention. It took me a minute to figure out what it was. Its demeanor had changed. It was still predatory, but it was angry now. I could sense it the same way Iâd felt its mockery earlier. I could also sense that its anger was not directed at me. I lit another match and contemplated it. I had four matches left, and an uneasy suspicion that Vâlane might be doing something to rein in the amorphous life-sucker.
Was it possible this unnaturally strong Shade could take me, even in the light, if Vâlane werenât here right now? Had he been holding it at bay since the beginning?
âOne hour,â I ground out. âBut Iâm not taking the cuff. And you wonât do that sexing-me-up thing. And I need coffee before we begin.â
âNot now. At a time of my choosing, MacKayla.â
He was calling me by name like we were friends. I didnât like it one bit. I lit my third-last match. âFine. Fix my problem.â
I was wondering just what Iâd agreed to, and how many more demands Vâlane would make before getting rid of the ShadeâI had no doubt heâd draw it out until the last moment to scare and humiliate me as much as possibleâwhen he mocked silkily, âLet there be light,â and suddenly all the lights in the room popped on.
The Shade exploded, shattering into countless dark pieces. They scrabbled toward the night, frantic cockroaches fleeing a bombed room, and I could sense the Unseelie was in unspeakable pain. If light didnât kill them, it was certainly their version of Hell.
After the last quivering fragment scuttled over the sill, I hurried to shut the window. The alley was once again brightly lit. And empty.
Vâlane was gone.
Â
I collected my flashlights, tucked them back into my waistband, and walked through the store, hunting for Shades lurking in corners or hiding in closets. I found none. All the lights were back on, inside and out.
It disturbed me deeply. As effortlessly as Vâlane had helped me, he could dump me back into the dark if he felt like it, without ever even having to enter the store.
What else could he do? How powerful was a Royal Fae? Shouldnât the wards keep him from being able to influence physical matter beyond them? Speaking of wards, why hadnât they kept out the Shades? Had Barrons only warded the property against the Lord Master? If he could perform such tricks, why not ward the entire building against everything? Except, of course, store patrons, although it was obvious the bookstore was just a coverâBarrons needed more money like Ireland needed more rain.
I
needed