said, âyou look like youâve put on a couple of pounds since yesterday.â He looked Freeze in the eye. âMaybe you had an extra helping of ham and mothers? Or maybe the entire platoon gave you their cookies?â
Freeze stood there a moment. For some reason he was suddenly sleepy. He wanted to lie down and go to sleep right there on the floor of the hootch.
âIâm talking to you, Private,â Reynolds said.
Freeze just stood there. He was so tired he didnât even have the energy to lie.
âSo you did do it,â Reynolds said. Then he put his face in Freezeâs. âIâm going to report this little incident to Captain Arnold, and Iâm going to recommend that you receive an Article 15. If I have my way, heâll bust your ass to E-1.â Reynolds sneered. âBut until then you can party. How does filling sandbags sound for starters?â
A mortar shell had blasted through the first layer of sandbags during the attack and ripped into the second layer, spilling sand like guts. It would take hours to fill enough sandbags to repair the bunker, and it was going to be another hundred and ten degree day. Already the sun was burning off the puddles left by the rain.
Freeze stared at the blue vein that popped out on Reynoldsâ forehead, between his eyes, a perfect target. âIt sounds like shit,â he heard someone say. It was a second before he realized he was the one who said it.
Reynolds stiffened.
âWhat did you say, pogue?â
Freeze said, âCut me some slack.â
Reynoldsâ eyes narrowed. âMaybe one Article 15 isnât enough for you, Harris. Maybe youâd like another.â
Freeze stared at him. He was trying to hate him, trying to recapture the way heâd felt when he stole the steaks, but he couldnât get it back. He wanted it back desperately, but it wouldnât come. After a moment he looked down.
âNo, I didnât think youâd want any more,â Reynolds said then, stepping back and smiling. âI figured youâd had enough.â
The rest of that morning, Freeze filled sandbags in the dizzying heat, his back and shoulders aching, while a fat-ass MP named Hulsey stood by the bunker, throwing his walnut baton into the air and catching it. He was trying to see how many times he could spin the baton and still catch it. So far his record was six revolutions. Whenever he dropped the baton, heâd say âUncle fucking Hoâ and spit. Freeze stood, stretching his stiff back, and watched the MP fling the baton. He shook his head. Heâd come halfway around the world to watch a man toss a baton into the air and try to catch it. And the MP had made the same trip to watch a man shovel sand. Freeze wanted to tell him how crazy it was, maybe suggest they go get a beer, but the MP caught the baton and said, â Seven . A new record! Letâs hear it for the boy from Brooklyn.â Freeze turned back to his work.
He finished repairing the bunker just before noon. He thought the brown-bar was done with him then, but after lunch, Reynolds gave him more scutwork to do. He mopped the barracks, unloaded ammo crates from a deuce-and-a-half truck, and then helped carry the wounded from medevac helicopters, humping stretchers down the metal ramp to the deck, where medics sorted the living from the dead. He was so exhausted from working in the heat that he could barely stand in the prop wash of the helicopters. He staggered in the hot wind, gravel swarming around him, stinging like hornets, and felt his hatred for Reynolds rise almost to madness. He knew Reynolds was just making an example of him, using him to prove to the others that he was in charge and wouldnât take any shit, and he knew heâd back off as soon as he felt heâd made his point. But Freeze didnât care. He still hated him. The bastard had treated him like a dead manâs turd ever since he came. Heâd
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