however, grimacing and gritting his teeth and straining so hard his short neck bulged as he slowly brought his arm back up to the vertical and then started down, while the men around the table kept shouting encouragement to Fowler, whose face and head looked like a red balloon about to explode. Still he held on, giving ground almost imperceptibly until finally at about six inchs from the tabletop his strength broke and Shea banged his hand down hard, into the money lying there, most of which was scooped up by Little. The other men swore and grumbled and one even kicked over a chair in his disappointment.
âYouâre some real stout fella, aintcha?â he said to Shea.
âYou bet your balls.â Shea was standing now, picking up the last of the bills on the table.
âNo, I didnâtâI bet my money,â the man groused. âI bet my hard-earned foldinâ money.â
âWell, thatâs just tough, baby. Thatâs the way she goes.â
âYouâre a stranger here. You donât even belong here.â
âGo fuck yourself.â
Shea said it casually, as if he were telling the man what the weather was like outside. But the manner of it made no difference. The words were still there, still the same, and the man reacted as if he had been slapped. His eyes blazed up and he staggered around, pretending that if his friends had not been holding him back he would have torn into Shea, whom Little was trying to push away at the same time, toward a distant table. Watching them, Blanchard was reminded of Clarence and the bull that morning, the smaller creature prevailing in each instance, though only out of indifference on the part of the larger. Shea seemed not even to notice the other man or his theatrical rage, was simply more interested in finishing the last of a bottle or beer. But finally he went along with Little and slipped into a booth across the room, almost under the point where the pulpit once would have been.
Blanchard planned to join them but he wanted to see Ronda alone first and exchange a few quiet words with her, a feat not often possible when Shea was near. Opening the bottle of tonic and his own pint of vodka, he made his first drink of the evening, about half-and-half, and then he saw Ronda coming out of the restroom in the back, drying her hands on her uniform, on the light green nylon slacks that so fired Sheaâs imagination. Seeing him, she started to smile and then took it back, reclaiming her normal look of drowsy cynicism.
âI thought maybe you werenât gonna show,â she said, coming up to him.
âTommyâs alone. I stayed with him awhile.â
âYour wife got a date?â
âThatâs not like you.â
âWhat?â
âTo talk about her.â
She shrugged. âMaybe I donât feel like me tonight.â
âYou look like you.â
âYeah, good old faithful Ronda.â
âBad as all that?â
âWhy not? You ever waited on tables?â
âIâve cleaned a few barns.â
âSame thing,â she said, looking past him.
Blanchard followed her gaze to the table of Shea and Little, who were signaling for another round.
âThatâs your brother, isnât it?â he said.
âYeahâmy brother, the criminal.â
âHe looks harmless enough.â
âHe looks like a creep.â
âNo love lost, huh?â
âYou could say that.â
âShea seems to like him.â
âYeah, I noticed. But then Shea likes it here , doesnât he? Shea likes to slum.â
âArenât many other places around,â Blanchard said.
âAll I know is heâs got Reagan antsy. Some of these good old boys donât exactly dig him, if you know what I mean.â She picked up her tray. âWell, Iâd better get busy.â
âYou get off at ten?â
âSame as always.â
âI guess I can wait that