fightinâ?â
âNaw.â He heard Leighton yawn. âWrestled too many ornery bulls to be scared of a few Johnnies.â
âYou thinkinâ Iâll be a good soldier?â
âDonât rightly know if
Iâll
be a good one.â Leighton yawned again, rolled on his side.
âWe gonna die? Harry says we wonât take a bulletââ
âTruth is, we ainât all cominâ back, Billy Boy.â
Leightonâs words frightened Billy. Staring into the darkness, he hesitated for several moments.
âIf I donât like it and all, can I go home? I can find my way.â
âAinât none of us goinâ home for a long time. We do what the army says now.â
âLeighton?â
âBilly, you ask me one more question and Iâm gonna throw you outta this tent. Now lie down and get some sleep.â
Billy ran his fingers through his hair and moved to the edge of the blanket. âSure enough, you take up the whole dang thing.â Rocking his thin body, his arms clasped around his knees, Billy thought about home. Already he sorely missed Jamie. Sometimes Jamie sneaked across the hall and crawled beneath Billyâs covers, snuggling against his back. Many nights Jamie would talk about things he learned in school, explaining it all nice and easy.
If he was home right now, he might be playing checkers. Or maybe Ma would be reading from the Bible. He shook his head. Heâd sooner be in his own bed, warm under his quilt. Lying down on a sliver of blanket, he leaned his back into Leightonâs broad shoulders and closed his eyes.
âMy nameâs Captain Edward Mathersâcommanding officer of Company G.â
Billy listened to the words of his new commander and glanced at the members of his company. Most of the soldierswere older. Charlie said a couple were lawyers; some had even been to college. But mostly, Charlie told him, the others were like themâjust plain farmers.
âReveille will sound at five,â Captain Mathers continued. âThe regiment will form ranks by company. You will be given a description of the dayâs duties. For the next week and a half, your days will be filled with company, battalion, and regimental drills, target practice, policing camp, and digging sinks.â He added the last with a smirk on his face.
Billy nudged Leighton. âWhatâs he mean, digginâ sinks?â
âGonna be pissinâ in a hole in the ground,â Leighton replied.
By the end of his first week at Camp King, the only relief Billy had found was when he finally received his own wool blanket. He cringed each time the drill sergeants screamed at his slowness or leaned into his face, hurling torrents of mean words. Increasingly frustrated, Billy walked away from drill one afternoon. Harry ran after him, telling him the sergeantsâ hurtful words were just army talk. At roll call the next morning the sergeant major shouted Billyâs name and ordered him to step forward. A few others were called, including Leighton. Terrified, Billy inched forward, timidly, brushing his shoulder against Leighton.
âIs he sore at us?â
Leightonâs face flushed. âLooks like you and me gonna be doinâ extra drills âtil we get things right.â He shook his head in disgust. âSergeant majorâs put us fellas in a new squad. Already give us a name.â
âWhat name?â
âBilly Boy, you and me is in the Awkward Squad.â
âThen we ainât in trouble?â
âNaw, just slow is all.â
Billy liked having Leighton at his side. When the teasing got bad, Leighton would slap him on the back and tell Billy to laugh. Said laughter was like a shield of armor. If you laugh, Leighton said, the hurtful words canât go all the way to your heart. Billy tried to imagine the shield whenever the drill sergeants or other privates teased him, but mostly the taunts still managed to