all use them.â
âGod, I need a drink.â
Located on Charing Cross Road just a block up from the Leister Square tube station, the exclusive underground club was just a short flight of steps down from the theater whose name it shared, playing to a world of actors, performers, and artists, not your usual raucous public house crowd found in nearby Piccadilly Circus. Reva and Vanessa ordered their wines, a pale pinot grigio for Vanessa, a blood-red cabernet for Reva, then settled at a round, back table away from a bunch of squealing girls who looked like theyâd just finished up their first day in publishing. âGod, were we ever that young?â
âReva, are you admitting to your age?â
âI donât age,â she said, taking a healthy drink, âand neither do you. This keeps us young. Now, whatâs up, chicky? Tell me youâre still flying to Amsterdam with me this weekend. Arenât Mrs. Slave Driver and her ambassador husband off somewhere glam and sheâs given you the weekend off, right? Wait, donât say a word, Iâve always been able to read your expressions and todayâs is not making me very happy. No, not happy at all.â That last phrase seemed punctuated by periods after each successive word. âGod, I think Iâd rather be stuck on the tube with a smelly brute than hear you say youâre not coming.â
âTake your pick, Tottenham Court or Piccadilly?â
âGod.â
âYou say that too much.â
âChrist.â
âReva, Iâm going to miss you.â
âColor me intrigued. Spill, chicky. Whatâs his name, and on the hotness scale of one to ten, whatâs his number?â
âYou donât miss anything, do you? And no, itâs not about a guy . . . not really. Okay, so, I got this e-mail recently and I just ignored it. Or at least, I tried to. But lately, the past week or so, Iâve been thinking about it. I didnât share it with you because I didnât want to give you a daily opportunity to talk me out of it. And besides, I wasnât even sure I was going to attend until, well, just the other day I talked myself into it. In the end . . . well, here, read for yourself. Iâm going to the loo.â
Vanessa Massey really didnât have to pee, she just wanted a momentâs peace to herself while her friend realized the horror about to rain down on her life. Damn, but she would kill for a cigarette right now, and she was tempted to borrow one from those giggly girls too. There was something about being back in London that made her vices go into overload. Crave all the bad things in life, booze and butts and menâs butts. Like rereading a book that had the dirty parts earmarked. For now, sheâd have to settle for one out of those three vices, returning with fresh drinks after her stop to freshen herself up.
Without a word, Reva accepted the new drink in the spirit it was given: as a bribe.
âI know what youâre going to say.â
âOh honey, you thought when I read this Iâd go crackers on you, try and talk you out of going? Youâve been running from this place since you hopped that flight out of the States twenty years ago and came to Paris. Who knows, maybe going back is the right thingâfinally get you to let go of your past and move on with your life. Itâs all connected, you realize, every decision you make, even if you wonât admit it, has to do with your past. Oh wait, what do you call them . . . oh yes, your issues. Coming to Europe, that lingering dalliance with Dominick . . . the baby . . . your whole life, chicky. Vanessa Massey, go back home if you feel you need to. But this time, make sure you free yourself of that tether so when you come back to reliable olâ Reva, thatâs the end of it. Thereâs still too much fun in the sun to be had. Even in rainy London.â
Vanessa, pushing back her dark locks to reveal