him.
âI wasâ¦it wasâ¦,â he started, hoping to make himself clear. âIt was âcause everybody skipped and skipped, and they lookedâ¦â And here he stretched out his hands and moved them from side to side. âThey looked like people floating. Like they were dancing on the air. And then the rope stopped and Iâ¦it was âcause it was so pretty and I was sort of happy andâ¦â His voice trailed off.
Jeremy scratched the back of his neck. âJeez, Aaron,â he said, âyouâre really weird.â
âYeah. I know.â Aaron shivered. He crossed his arms across his chest to keep his coat together. âHow do I stop? How do I not be weird?â
Jeremy shrugged. âI dunno. You couldâ¦Well, for starters you could stop laughing when things arenât funny. And when you laugh, try not to laugh so loud, âcause people think youâre doing a hyena imitation.â
Aaron snorted. âA hyena imitation!â
âLike that. Thatâs exactly what Iâm talking about. Donât laugh like that if you donât want to sound weird.â
âOh.â Aaron turned off his laughter. âOkay.â
âAnd you need to grow up and act your age.â
âI donât act my age?â
âI know youâre smart and everything, but sometimes when you talk, you sound like youâre still in kindergarten.â
Aaronâs chin dropped to his chest. âI sure do a lot of stuff wrong,â he said.
âI can be your friend,â Jeremy said, âbut I donât want to be your babysitter. You have to start taking care of yourself.â
Aaron nodded.
âIâll tell you what my dad used to tell me,â Jeremy said. âMy dad used to say, âLook people in the eye when theyâre talking to you. Listen to what they say. And if you canât think of something smart to say, itâs better to shut the heck up.â If you want to stop being weird, remember that and see if it helps.â
âI should shut the heck up,â Aaron said, his head bobbing as he nodded his agreement. He grinned. âDads know lots of good stuff. When my dad comes, heâll tell me everything like that too. And when he tells me what I should know, Iâll tell you, âcause youâre my friend.â
He thought he heard a small groan from Jeremy.
* * *
That evening Aaron made a new list of things to remember for when his dad came back.
How to stop being weird
1. donât laugh like a hyena
2. grow up
3. look people in the eye
4. shut the heck up
EIGHT
The sky was blue on Friday morning as Aaron made his way to school, but the air was crisp and cold. Cold enough that each breath made his nose sting. Cold enough that little white clouds of vapor formed each time he exhaled. He lifted his chin and opened his mouth like a goldfish searching for food. Then he puffed. He wanted to make his breath come out in rings. He had seen that once on tv. A man blowing smoke rings.
No rings formed in front of Aaronâs face. Just small clouds that hung in the air then faded away. Iâll put it on the list, he thought. Dad will know how to blow smoke rings. Heâll show me .
It had rained overnight, and the puddles on the sidewalk were coated with films of ice, some of them clear as window glass, others milky white. He liked the milky ones best. They made a sharp, satisfying crack when they shattered under his boots. The others, the clear ones, didnât crack the same way, and when they did, water welled up and over the break.
When he got to school, Aaron looked for Jeremy. He wasnât around, but Tufan was coming through the far gate, head down, hands pulled high inside his sleeves, shoulders hunched against the cold.
âDonât talk to Tufan,â Jeremy had said. So Aaron hurried across the pavement and clomped out into the field, where there were lots of iced-over puddles. When he
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