was. If it wasnât, my brain has suffered a major short-circuit. Thatâs why I asked you if youâve ever been afraid you were going crazy.â
âBut why would he come back now, after twenty-four years? Why would he turn up in Malmö and look at you through a hotel windowâhow did he know you were there?â
âI donât know.â
Anna got up again, making the same journey to the window and back.
âSometimes I wonder if he really disappeared at all. Maybe he just chose to make himself invisible.â
âBut why would he have done that?â
âBecause he wasnât up to it, to life. I donât mean just his responsibilities for me or my mom. He was probably looking for something more. That search drove him away from us. Or perhaps he was only trying to get away from himself. There are people who dream about being like a snake, about changing their skin from time to time. But maybe heâs been here all along, much closer than I realized.â
âYou wanted me to listen to you and then tell you what I thought. You say youâre sure it was him, but I canât accept it. Itâs too close to a childhood fantasy, that he would suddenly turn back up in your life. Iâm sorry, but twenty-four years is too long.â
âI know it was him. It was my dad. Iâm not wrong about this.â
They had reached an impasse. Linda sensed that Anna wanted to be left alone now, just as she had earlier craved some company.
âI think you should tell your mom,â Linda said as she got up to leave. âTell her that you saw him, or someone you thought was him.â
âYou still donât believe me?â
âWhat I believe is neither here nor there. Youâre the only one who knows what you saw. But you have to admit it sounds far-fetched. Iâm not saying that I think youâre making it up; obviously you have no reason to. Iâm just saying itâs very unusual for a person whoâs been gone as long as your dad has to turn up again, thatâs all. Sleep on it and weâll talk about it tomorrow. I can come by around fiveâis that good for you?â
âI know it was him.â
Linda frowned. There was something in Annaâs voice that sounded shrill and hollow. Is she making it up after all? Linda thought. Thereâs something that doesnât ring true in all of this. But why would she lie to me?
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Linda walked home through the deserted town. Some teenagers were standing in a group outside the movie theater on Stora Ãstergatan. She wondered if they could see her invisible uniform.
6
The following day Anna Westin disappeared without a trace. Linda immediately knew that something was wrong when she rang Annaâs doorbell at five oâclock and no one answered. She rang the bell a few more times and shouted Annaâs name through the mail slot, but still no one answered. After thirty minutes Linda took out a set of passkeys that a fellow student had given her. He had bought a collection of them on a trip to the United States and given them out to all his friends. In secret they had then spent a number of hours learning how to use them. By now Linda was proficient with any standard lock.
She picked Annaâs lock without difficulty and walked in. She toured the empty, well-kept rooms. Nothing seemed amiss; the dishes were done and the dish towels hanging neatly on the rack. Anna was orderly by nature. What had happened? Linda sat down on the sofa in the same spot as the night before. Anna believes she saw her father, she thought. And now she disappears herself. Of course these two events are connectedâbut how? Linda sat for a long time, ostensibly trying to think it through, but in reality she was simply waiting for Anna to come back.
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The day had started early for Linda. She had left for the police station at seven-thirty in order to meet with Martinsson, one of Kurt Wallanderâs