did. If she softened, even a little bit.
Dark brown eyes met his, a core of steel running straight on through, down deep inside of her. Yeah, there would be no softening from Kate Garrett. âThen talk,â she said before taking another sip.
âWho do you think you can get to volunteer to ride when thereâs no score or purse at stake? I mean, we can keep score, but it wonât count toward anything. Just winning the event.â
âIâm not sure as far as the pros go. Weâll probably have to reach out to the association. But I know some people who can do that. You being one of them, I assume.â
One thing about the rodeo heâd liked. Heâd come in with no established baggage. Nobody cared that he didnât have a dad, that heâd grown up poor. His luck with buckle bunnies and his propensity to fight in bars had also added to his popularity.
But the circuit wasnât real life. It was like living in a fraternity. Too much booze, too much sexâit was all good there. It just wasnât real life.
Of course, real life was often hard and less fun. âYeah, Iâve got a lot of buddies from back in those days.â
âYou make it sound like it was a million years ago.â
Only five, but it felt like longer sometimes. âIt doesnât just have to be all pros,â he continued, pitching an idea at her heâd had the other day. âWe can do amateurs against professionals. That would make for a fun event.â
âWell, you know I would do it. And a few others might. I bet Sierra West would.â
At the mention of Sierraâs name Jackâs stomach went tight. Her involvement in this could be a slight complication.
He gritted his teeth. No, there was no reason to consider the Wests a complication. Sure, he shared genetic material with them, but the only people who knew that were his mother, the man who had fathered him and Jack himself. As far as he knew, the legitimate West children knew nothing about it, and Kate certainly didnât.
If he were a sentimental man, he might have been tempted to think of Sierra as a sister. But he couldnât afford sentimentality. And anyway, heâd accepted quite a bit of money to pretend he had no clue who his father was. And so he was honor bound to that. Well, not exactly honor bound. Bought and paid for, more like.
âGreat. Sure.â
âIf you donât want my suggestions, donât ask for my help,â she said, her tone cutting.
âI
want
your suggestions,â he bit out.
âYou sound like you want my suggestions like you want a root canal.â
If he was this transparent at a mention of Sierraâs name, then dealing with her while coordinating the rodeo events would be somewhere way beyond awkward. Which meant he had to get it together.
âSorry, honey,â he said, not quite sure why the endearment slipped out. Because he was trying to soften his words maybe? âI do want your suggestions. Thatâs why I came to you for help.â
She chewed her bottom lip. âYou really do want my help?â
âYes.â
âWhy? I mean, there are a lot of people you could get to help you. People who arenât kids.â
âI donât think youâre a kid.â
He could remember her being a kid, all round-faced enthusiasm, shining dark eyes, freckles sprinkled over the button nose. Usually, sheâd had dirt on her. Yeah, he could remember that clearly. But that image had very little to do with the woman who stood before him. Her cheeks had hollowed, highlighting the strong bone structure in her face. Her nose was finer, though still sprinkled with freckles. Her dark eyes still shone bright, but there was a stubbornness that ran deep, a hardness there developed from years of loss and pain.
She cleared her throat. âThatâs news to me.â
âConsider yourself informed.â
âNow that weâve established weâre