been mapped out at one point, down to the number of kids they were going to have, and when. Heâd had a lucky break there, heâd always thought, when it was over.
Whereas Cassieâsheâd always been happy-go-lucky, lifeâs too short sort. Far too scatty for his liking. And serious Suzy, the eldest, had just put her head down and worked hard to protect them all. Three girls hit in different ways by one tragedy.
Then it occurred to him that the gentsâ-toilet fiasco would have pretty much killed Sasha. Her plans gone awry, then finding herself in his car. All out of her control. She liked to play safe.
And he didnât.
She looked so enthusiastic about her files he decided to indulge her. What did a few more minutes matter? âOkay, sweet thing, hit me with it. And if I nod off, then, literally, hit me with it.â
An eyebrow peaked. âAww, your poor addled rock-star brain canât handle a few simple facts and figures?â
âHey, I can handle anything you throw at me. Numbers, forecasts, projections. Do your worst.â He stretched his arms out and clicked his fingers. âBring it on.â
âYou know your problem? Youâre all talk.â
âWhat, and no action? Thatâs a dangerous gauntlet youâre throwing at me. Youâd want to be very careful.â He held her gaze, wondering what sheâd do if he just leaned in and covered that mouth with his. Would she drop the brisk schoolteacher act? Would she kiss him back?
The vibe tugged and tightened.
âJust an observation.â She swallowed. âAnd, according to Cassie, careful is my middle name. Now listen.â Laughing nervously, she kicked off her shoes, shuffled up against the arm of the couch and faced him, fingertips running over the lines of ink. Making a good pretence that the heat in the room hadnât just hit scorching point. âWe have to cover the cost of train fares, hotels, my supply-teacher salary for a couple of days...Iâve broken it down into individual child cost, just for ease, so each one has a personal target to aim for...â
All he could see was page after page of graphs and squiggly lines. Her voice rose and fell in her schoolteacher voice as, head dipped, she focused on every darned detail.
But it gave him a chance to watch her, the tight swallow at her throat as she spoke, the tap of her toes. His gaze tiptoed up her legs, to the folds in her skirt, the tight cinch of her waist. He remembered how his hands had fitted around that waist ten years ago. Looked as if that couldnât happen nowâbut he liked her filled out a little.
His foolish heart tripped as his eyes travelled up the swell of her breast to her neck, the curve of her lips. And he realised she was frowning.
âNathan? I said, are we done?â
Before he could stop himself he reached out and tilted her chin so he could see her eyes again. The heat there lit a fire in his gut and he was hit with a sudden need to know if her lips tasted just the way he remembered. âHell, Sasha, I donât know. Are we?â
FOUR
So this is where you leave.
Sasha stared up into those honeyed eyes, hazy now with only one thing. One unmistakable thing: desire. A shiver of excitement, and fear, tripped down her spine as heat pooled low in her abdomen. An energy buzzed around them, dancing and jumping with every second he held his fingers against her skin. Suddenly, leaving wasnât as easy as it sounded.
He wasnât supposed to want her. And she sure as heck wasnât supposed to want him back. This was a working relationship. Strictly platonic. Strictly professional .
Strictly temporary.
Edging away from his hands, she fixed a smile she hoped was distinctly non-sensual. Even though she sure as heck felt the most sensual sheâd felt in aeons. âI think thatâs all I needed to tell you. Questions?â
âNone. As always, youâre very thorough.