shoulders or anything. But she was so aware of him it was as though there was an electric current crackling between them, linking them together. Neither of them had paid much attention to the second feature, which was pretty ropey, but the main film had been diverting in its technicolored, all-singing, all-dancing, totally incredible way and now the familiar globe was spinning on the screen and British Movietone was about to
bring the news to the free peoples of the world.
And that had to be watched no matter what they might be feeling.
â
Monty visits the famous Desert Rats,â
the voice-over said. And there he was, surrounded by men in khaki, as the snow fell steadily upon them, flecking his familiar black beret with white. And it wasnât just the beret that looked familiar.
âWhy thass Lynn,â Barbara said, leaning forward for a closer look. âThass the station. I didnât know he was down here. That must haâ been lasâ week, when it snowed.â
âThatâs right,â Steve said, his voice proud. âIt was.â
âWere you there?â
He tempered his pride with self-mockery. âIâm the third beret along on the left.â
âOh yes,â she teased. âI can see you. The ugly one.â
They watched as the great man addressed his troops.
âWhy donât he wear his jacket in all that snow?â she asked. âYou know, that olâ sheepskin of his. He look a right fool standinâ around with no coat on.â
âHe wanted us to see his medal ribbons,â Steve explained. âThatâs what the tankies said anyway. They were bellyaching about him for hours after.â
âWhy?â
âHe had the wrong badge in his cap. See it? The one this sideâs the General Staff badge. Thatâs all right. Butthe other oneâs the badge of the Royal Tank Regiment anâ youâre not entitled to wear that unless youâre a tankie. They were up in arms about it.â
That intrigued her. âI thought he was their hero.â
âHe is,â he told her. âThatâs why they rib him. We go by opposites in the army. The more popular you are, the more you get ribbed.â
âDo you get ribbed?â she asked, thinking, I bet he does. I bet heâs one of the most popular men on the camp.
Steve was torn between an undeniable desire to let her know how well-liked he was and an equally powerful compulsion not to show off. Fortunately, there wasnât time to answer because the newscaster had turned his attention to the war in the Pacific.
â
American troops storm ashore at Los Negros in the Admiralty Islands,â
he intoned, as the screen filled with approaching landing craft and hundreds of soldiers leapt into the water and began their dangerous wade ashore, rifles held above their heads, faces seamed and grim beneath their rounded helmets.
Theyâre going to be killed, Barbara thought, and she was filled with a yearning pity for them. Theyâre going to be shot down and killed the minute they get on that beach. Thousands of them. It was something sheâd known all through the war in a vague, generalised way but now the knowledge was immediate and personal. These men, struggling through the water, were going to be killed. Were dead already in all probability, poor devils. Thatâs what happens when armies invade. Men get killed. Thatâll happen when the Second Front begins. Theyâll be killed on the beaches in France too. Men like these. Men like Steve. And that made her heart contract with a new and personal distress.
âI hate this war,â she said, passionately.
He turned to look at her in the light reflected from the screen and was torn by the distress on her face. âLetâsgo,â he decided. âWe donât want to see the rest, do we? Itâs only General Mac Arthur poncing about.â
The narrator was continuing his commentary.