cheeks.â Smacking me on the behind, I rolled my eyes hearing the same thing Iâve heard every day of my life. Iâm too white to be black but Iâve got too many black features to be just white.
âSo whose side are you on? Those tack-headed hoes or mine? I thought we were better than that!â
âI knew there was a softer side to Butter.â He leaned back onto the many speakers. âDonât go getting all soft on me, girl, I was just playing.â
âEmotional my ass! Donât play yaâself out of a free meal, nigga! See you in a few.â Turning to go down the stairs, I threw my two fingers up letting him know we were still cool. Iâd gained enough enemies tonight. Wasnât no sense in gaining another. âYou know the routine; see you after payout.â
Heading toward the locker room, it was time to throw my Victoriaâs Secret Pink sweats back on so I could get up out of here. It was well after two in the morning, my stomach was growling, and I was ready to get my late-night impromptu vamp session started with Dazz. He had an overprotective girl at the crib so I knew he wasnât trying to get an all-nighter popping. Regardless though, I was still planning on sliding through the twenty-four-hour Kush spot around my way before going in. My choke sessions never stopped so I had to get right before morning came since I was bone dry out. I didnât save my tails like budget smokers, so I didnât even have the emergency stash to hit up.
Opening the door to the sweaty-smelling locker room, almost every dancer was stripped down but booty naked getting changed for after parties or to go home to their snotty-nosed kids. Those who only made small piles that could fit in their wrist purses throughout the night were already dressed, heading for the door, while the headliners sat posted, counting cash, waiting on Frank. Opening my locker, I pulled out my Gucci purse, scrambling for my phone. If olâ boy texted as promised, Iâd be cancelling with Dazz without a second thought. Seeing the envelope icon lit up in my notifications, I quickly entered my pass code, messing up twice out of anxiousness. Damn, bitch, slow down; you actinâ like one of these thirst buckets in here. Instantly annoyed seeing just a gang of messages from my mother, which were more like begs for me to come by, talk to her, or at least read the prayers sheâd sent, I threw the phone back into my purse, picking up the canteen of Avión instead. Fucking with Shawntay kept the rim of any bottle glued to my lips. Tilting it back, feeling the warm liquor slide down my throat, by the time I made it to my bed Iâd be too lit to remember the night. Screwing the lid back onto the container, I put it back into my purse then proceeded to slide off my outfit.
Smelling like smoke from head to foot, I needed a shower like a bum needed rehab, but wasnât trying to lurk around Bare Faxxx no longer than necessary. Grabbing a few baby wipes from my duffel bag, I started to wipe my body down, hoping the little bit of fresh scent and disinfectant it had in the small cloth would be enough to mask the sweaty smell. Dazz knew Iâd just got done popping on a handstand but that wasnât no reason for me to go out smelling musty or not giving a fuck. I was a lady first, please believe!
âHey yo, Butter bitch, you swiped some money up out my pile with your mutt dog sneak ass. Iâm gonna need them bills back.â Isis walked in with her tits hanging low. âI know you didnât think I forgot!â
Here the fuck we go! Isis wanted any reason to get at me. She knew like the Lord knew I wasnât a thief. âYou better kill yoâself on that note. Butter donât steal, baby. I tend to charity cases like yaâself if nothing else!â Rolling my eyes, I played it off like I was getting some more wipes but I was really wrapping my fingers around the handle of my