didnât want to believe sheâd changed on such a fundamental level. She wanted to be the girl sheâd been before Uramâthe one whoâd just secured a coveted position at a fashion house, whoâd loved fabric and design, and whoâd laughed with her girlfriends as they walked to the movies to catch the late show.
None of those friends had made it.
Turning to the fridge, he retrieved one of the bags of blood he had delivered on a regular basis and poured it into a glass before going to crouch down beside her. He pushed back a wing of glossy black hair currently streaked with cotton candyâcolored highlights and said, âDrink.â Nothing else was necessaryâHolly knew he wouldnât leave until the glass was empty.
Strange, hate-filled eyes. âI want to kill you. Every time you walk through that door, I want to pick up a machete and hack your head off.â She gulped down the blood and slammed the empty glass on the floor so hard it cracked along one side.
Using a tissue to wipe her mouth, he threw it in the trash before standing up to lean against a cabinet opposite her. âA woman cut my face today,â he told her. âNot with a machete but a throwing blade.â
Hollyâs eyes skimmed over his unmarked skin. âBullshit.â
âIâm fairly certain she was going for the jugular but I was too fast.â And Honor had moved with far more grace than heâd have believed her capable of before that little demonstration. The woman was trained in some kind of martial art, trained at a level that meant she was no helpless victim. And yet she had been made one.
âToo bad she missed,â Holly muttered . . . before asking the question that had lingered in the air since the second he walked into the house. âWhy wonât you let me die, Dmitri?â Her words were a plea.
He wasnât certain why he hadnât killed her the instant she began to show signs of a lethal change, and so he didnât answer her. Instead, crouching back down, he tipped up her face with his fingers under her chin. âIf it comes down to an execution, Holly,â he murmured, âyouâll never see me coming.â Quick and fast, that was how it would beâhe would not have her go into the final goodnight drowning in fear.
âShe died afraid, Dmitri. If only youâd given me what I asked for, she would still be alive.â A sigh, elegant fingers brushing over his cheekbone as he hung broken from iron cuffs that had worn grooves into his skin. âDo you want the same for Misha?â
âDonât call me that.â Hollyâs harsh voice fracturing the crushing memory from the painful dawn of his existence. âHolly died in that warehouse. Some thing else walked out.â
It was an attempt to erase herself, and that he would not allowâbut it would do no harm to permit her to establish a line between her past and the present. Perhaps then, she would finally begin to live this new life. âWhat would you have me call you?â
âHow about Uram?â A bitter question. âHe doesnât need the name anymore, after all.â
âNo.â He wouldnât let her harm herself in such a way, her name itself a poisonous shroud. âChoose again.â
She thumped her fisted hand against his chest, but her anger was permeated with pain and he knew she wouldnât fight him in this. âSorrow,â she whispered after a long silence. âCall me Sorrow.â
No joyful name that, no hopeful one, but he would give her this one choice when sheâd had so many others stolen from her. âSorrow, then.â Leaning forward he pressed his lips to her forehead, her bangs blades of silk against his lips, her bones fine, fragile, so vulnerable under his hands.
In that instant, he knew why he hadnât killed her yet. Age notwithstanding, she was a child to him. A dangerous child, but a child