of something woodsy and my knees suddenly feel like Jell-O.
I cannot tell him I hadnât slept all weekend; that I had only thought about him and hockey; the rush of air as I approached the puck, the pure exhilaration of hitting the top corner of the net. How his eyes lit up when I crushed the shot.
âNot sure yet.â I walk into homeroom without a backward glance, leaving him in the hallway.
âSo ⦠Jake Gomes,
hmmm
?â Caroline Chapman coos, strolling in behind me. âCutting edge, Pen,â she whispers. âHeâs still got a smidge of that middle school âtude, but heâs filling out those jeans. Youâre not the only one looking.â She taps the small notebook protruding from her bag. âThe list has been morphing since November. Who knows? Jake might actually be on the eligible list by prom.â
I donât care in the slightest what Caroline thinks. Or so I tell myself. But Iâm sort of glad heâs not still on the ABSOLUTELY NOT list.
At lunch, I practically fall face-first into my Tater Tots and realize Iâve dozed through all my morning classes. If any teacher assigned homework, Iâve got no clue.
Lori plunks down next to me, spilling her carefully arranged salad all over the table. âSo, are you going to play or just watch?â
âI donât know.â I jab a fork into one of her escaped tomatoes. âItâs all I canât think about, though. No one can find out. My dad will ground me for life for even thinking about it.â
âHow on earth are you going to pull this off? You do remember we live in a small town.â She reaches over and grabs a fry off my tray.
âIâve got it all figured out.â I give her my best hangdog look and cross my fingers behind my back. âYouâre going to help me.â
Lori looks at me like she just found out Jorgeâs been adding anchovies to her favorite vegan pizza. âNo way.â She shakes her head. âI said Iâd drive you to watch practice this afternoon. I never said Iâd help you sneak around behind your parentsâ backs.â
âRight. Okay.â I nod. âNo problem. Iâll figure it out.â
But sheâs going to help me. She has to. Itâs the only way Iâm going to be able to pull it off.
Chapter Six
I push my mittens against the Plexiglas wall and try to look like a casual spectator. I donât want Jake to know Iâm here yet. I told him I
might
stop by.
Lori looks like the Michelin Man standing next to me in her white down ski jacket. She scans the ice. âWhat are we looking at?â
I bite my tongue rather than say something Iâll regret. Iâm grateful to her for agreeing to get me here. It cost me ten bucks, but it was totally worth it.
âI donât get it. Lots of people play sports,â she says. âItâs not like youâre sneaking around doing drugs.â
The thing is ⦠it would be like sneaking around doing drugs to my dad. But itâs amazing the power of a little white lie. Itâs not a huge lie. I
do
have a paper due next week. Iâm just already finished. No need to be at the library all afternoon. But my parents donât have to know the truth.
âYou donât understand.â My voice comes out shriller than I intend. âThey are way too distracted by this Restaurant Network thing. Dad spent all weekend in meetings, on the phone, and locked in his office when he was home researching the benefits. He really thinks itâs going to ramp up our business. But Iâm not sure heâs actually watched the show.â
This morning, Grams left the house before the bus picked me up to load up on cleaning supplies. Iâm pretty sure sheâs as worried about this thing as I am. She and I watched
Local
Flavor
on demand for three straight hours on Sunday night, and we agree. Thereâs no way weâre coming out