to the dais, where their professors stood in a somber line, waiting to shake their hands and wish them luck.
One by one the mundanes approached the double circles traced on the dais and knelt in their center, surrounded by runes. Two Silent Brothers stood by just in case something went wrong. Each time a mundane took position, they bent over the runes and scratched in a new one to symbolize that studentâs name. Then they returned to the edges of the dais again, statue-still in parchment robes, watching. Waiting.
Simon waited too as one by one his friends brought their lips to the Mortal Cup. As a blinding flare of blue light encompassed them, then faded away.
One by one.
Gen Almodovar. Thomas Daltrey. Marisol Garza.
Each student drank.
Each student survived.
The wait was interminable.
Except that when the Consul called his name, it felt much too soon.
Simonâs feet were cement blocks. He forced himself toward the dais, one step at a time, his heartbeat pulsing like a subwoofer, making his whole body tremble. The professors shook his hand, even Delaney Scarsbury, who murmured, âAlways knew you had it in you, Lewis.â A blatant lie. Catarina Loss gripped his hand tightly and pulled him close, her brilliant white hair sweeping his shoulder as her lips brushed his ear. âFinish what you started, Daylighter. You have the power to change these people for the better. Donât waste it.â
Like most things Catarina said to him, it didnât quite make sense, but some part of him still understood it completely.
Simon knelt at the center of the circles and reminded himself to breathe.
The Consul stood over him, her traditional red robe brushing the floor. He kept his eyes on the runes, but he could sense Clary out there rooting for him; he could hear the echo of Georgeâs laughter; he could feel the ghost of Izzyâs warm touch on his skin. At the center of these circles, surrounded by runes, waiting for the blood of the divine to run through his veins and change him in some unfathomable way, Simon felt profoundly aloneâand yet, at the same time, less alone than heâd ever been in his life.
His family was here, holding him up.
They would not let him fall.
âDo you swear, Simon Lewis, to forsake the mundane world and follow the path of the Shadowhunter?â Consul Penhallow asked. Simon had met the Consul before, when sheâd delivered a lecture at the Academy, and again at her daughterâs wedding to Helen Blackthorn. On both occasions she had seemed like your basic mom: brisk, efficient, nice enough, and none too surprising. But now she seemed fearsome and powerful, less an individual than the walking repository of millennia of Shadowhunter tradition. âWill you take into yourself the blood of the Angel Raziel and honor that blood? Do you swear to serve the Clave, to follow the Law as set forth by the Covenant, and to obey the word of the Council? Will you defend that which is human and mortal, knowing that for your service, there will be no recompense and no thanks but honor?â
For Shadowhunters, swearing was a matter of life and death. If he made this promise, there was no turning back to the life heâd once had, to Simon Lewis, mundane nerd, aspiring rock star. There were no more options to consider. There was only his oath, and a lifetimeâs effort to fulfill it.
Simon knew if he looked up he could meet Isabelleâs eyes, or Claryâs, and draw strength from them. He could silently ask them if this was the right path, and they would reassure him.
But this choice couldnât belong to them. It had to be his, and his alone.
He closed his eyes.
âI swear.â His voice did not shake.
âCan you be a shield for the weak, a light in the dark, a truth among falsehoods, a tower in the flood, an eye to see when all others are blind?â
Simon imagined all the history behind these words, all the Consuls before Jia Penhallow