a peppermint Life Saver and I meet his gaze. His is knowing, and mine is pleading him to not mention the fact that I just lied. He slightly tilts his head and I breathe again. Well, until I turn and meet Jace’s penetrating stare. Shit.
The meeting carries on and I pretend to be listening, all the while trying to figure out some lame excuse to give Jace, and coming up empty. He knows when I’m lying so I am screwed.
The alarm goes off on my phone. I silence it.
"Time for me to be poked and prodded." I lean down and kiss Lucy’s cheek.
"Call me later?" she asks.
"Absolutely."
"I’ll walk you to the elevator," Cage says, placing his hand on the small of my back. I push the button and turn to face him.
"I can still go with you, Fee."
I melt a little at the concern etching his gorgeous face.
"No, no. You’ve wasted two days with me already and I know you. Your work is likely piled up to the ceiling. I don’t want to put you any further behind," I explain.
"That’s one of the perks of being the boss, Sera. I get to delegate and distribute all work I don’t have time for. I always have time for you." He runs a finger down my cheek.
"Thank you and I appreciate that, but I’ll be fine. Frank will be there if I need anything."
He pauses, looking at me, and I can see the battle waging inside of him.
He nods once. "Alright. But I want all the details when I get home. I shouldn’t be too late."
"Okay."
He chuckles. "That was too easy."
I shrug. "I sleep better at your house than I do at CFD." That’s because of the sexy man who lies underneath me every night and holds me tight.
He nods. "That speaks volumes on more than one level."
I wink and the elevator signals its arrival.
"I’ll call if it’s major," I promise.
"Good," he replies, leaning down to kiss my lips tenderly, reminding me of the kiss Jesse gave Lucy, but I know better. What Jesse feels for Lucy is completely different than what Cage feels for me and it’s a good thing for me to remember that.
I step into the elevator and stare at Cage’s smirk until the doors close. I let out a breath but don’t make it too obvious. I know there are cameras in these elevators and I don’t want to reveal the fact that I’m wiped out already. I feel like I need to hurl, my stomach is burning, and I have an achy side. I’m a disaster. A hot mess.
The elevator doors open and Frank and Mike greet me. I give them each a hug and we head to the car where Max is waiting for us. I let out a sign of relief. Familiarity. It feels amazing. There isn’t much of that left, what with all the changes in our lives the last six months.
"Where to?" Max asks and I hesitate.
"Confidential," I say. Max and Mike nod and Frank looks insulted.
"Sera," he scolds.
"I know, I know. But I had to say it. I don’t want my sister, Cage, or my grandpa knowing this. My parents either. No one." They all nod and I rattle off the address. Frank’s brows raise and I sigh. He knows where we’re going and I’m sure he knows why.
"The air conditioning in the building felt good, but I could use some fresh air. Can I open the window a bit?" I ask.
"Just a little, Sera," Frank tells me.
So I open it and then lean my head back and relax into the seat, replaying the chaos of my day so far. All that and I have yet to see the doctor. Lucky me.
Sera
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G et Through This by Art of Dying
A Beautiful Lie by Thirty Seconds To Mars
Break Stuff by Limp Bizkit
Twisted Transistor by Korn
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"I GO IN WITH YOU AND Mike goes in the hallway. Max will stay with the car," Frank tells me when he opens my door.
I nod and make my way into the doctor’s office. After checking in, I sit down and grab the Cosmopolitan magazine. I start paging through but not really seeing the pages. Instead my mind drifts to what the results of these tests will mean, and they will mean a whole hell of a lot. It was already confirmed in Denver that I am pregnant, but